My xmas eve(sadness)

last nite...i feel very down...duno y...mayb is bcaz of her...christmas eve without her like No mood to play...i tot i can celebrate tat nite v her...But no...she go watch Movies v her fren...den me NTg do so me n my fren go bside beach having a CAN of heineken...den after the movies...they go dinner...after dinner i tot i can V her d but they said wanna watch movies again...so Ntg i can do...whn I wanna date her again....i sms ask whr ar her....she said she going to batu ferringi d...So My whole christmas eve is over without her N i feel very unhapPy...me N my primary fren Go to Sega till 12++am den bek...last nite I playing CSO(crazy shooter Online) till 430am++.....caz i cnt slp...I no mood to slp...Haiz...tmr nid to work again...My christmas Eve is Over again...2006 2007 2008....i hate tis 3 years christmas eve...caZ is a Unhappy christmas eve..I hope it wont abidance to next year...I hope in 2009 christmas eve...I will get a fun N a full of happiness christmas eve N hope it abidance untill the day i stop my breath... :)

ANYway wish all my fren MeRRY Christmas.....wish U all having a NIce day......