Tuesday, December 30, 2008

没题目

女孩,当你说没有好男人时请看看!!!女孩,当你说没有好男人时请看看♂  十岁以前,就不说了,无非是淘气和不懂事。    十三、四岁的时候,开始对女孩有好感,但是那时候他离女孩远远的,并且以讨厌女孩自居,生怕被同伴嘲笑。    十五岁的时候,听到大人们说某某男人好花,把女朋友甩了,女孩自杀了。他觉得这人真狠毒,自己将来一定要做个痴情的男人,一定要一生只爱一个人。    十六岁的时候,他喜欢上了一个女孩,但是他不敢和她说。仍然和往常一样,脏兮兮的在灰土飞扬的操场上踢球。只在女孩走出校门的时候,躲在二层的窗户上看她的背影,他觉得她一定是个天使。    十七岁的时候,有个女孩喜欢上了他,但是他离她很远,他心里面只有自己那个女孩, 他觉得看别的女孩都是对她的不忠。    十八岁的时候,看了一个MTV,感动得想哭,他想,如果自己的女孩失去了双眼,他一定会毫不犹豫的把自己的眼睛给她,让她能看到光明。    十九岁的时候,高考了。终于和自己暗恋的女孩分别,坐火车去学校的时候,感觉自己离她越来越远,心像被掏空了一样。还在想自己一定不会忘记她,等到自己成功以后一定要去找她。    二十岁的时候,听到有人讲黄色笑话,觉得这人真可耻。  二十一岁的时候,她的回信中告诉他,自己有了男朋友。偷偷的哭了一个晚上。    二十二岁的时候,他向一个女孩表白,女孩说“你是个好人,可是我还小。”他想,我的确是个好人,他说“没关系,我可以等你。”心想,我不会像那些花心的人一样,三年五年我也能等。 二十三岁的时候,说自己还小的女孩和一个帅哥恋爱了。他很纳闷,长大原来可以这快。    二十四岁的时候,他又向一个女孩表白,女孩说“你是个好人,可是我并不适合你。” 他纳闷很久,我是好人你怎么还不适合我呢?    二十五岁的时候,他又追求一个女孩,女孩接受了他。他开始很幸福的为未来拼搏,他想,一时的开心只是暂时的,只有努力拼搏,他和她才能有快乐的未来,但是,半年以后,女孩和他分手了。只是因为另外一个男孩会说让她开心的话。女孩说“你是个好人,是我对不起你。”他似乎明白了问题所在,他是个好人。    二十六岁的时候,他开始堕落,交网友。打扮得时尚而酷,而且渐渐的学习着讨好女孩的话。不久,他有了个女朋友,虽然他对她也很好,可是,他心里知道,自己并不爱她 。    二十七岁的时候,他和女孩分手了。他对女孩说“你是个好女孩,是我对不起你。”    二十八岁的时候,他尝试了一夜情,发现别人能做的,自己也一样。    二十九岁的时候,他学会了讲黄色笑话,并且以看旁边的女孩子脸红为乐趣。  三十岁的时候,他忽然发现自己变得很有能力追求到女孩,但是却没有了爱的能力。于是 他在自己QQ上写下了如下的话

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其实每个男孩,本来都是想做一个感情专一的好男人的。    其实每个男孩,本来看女孩子都是看脸而不是胸部的。  其实每个男孩,本来都是不会讲黄色笑话的。    其实每个男孩,本来都是渴望爱一个人直到永远的。    只是,没有任何女孩爱这样的男孩,她们觉得这样的男孩太幼稚,太古板,没有情趣。    于是男孩开始改变,变成女孩喜欢的那种嘴角挂着坏坏的笑,玩世不恭或者幽默。   开始学会说甜言蜜语而不是心里想说的话 开始学会假装关心,学会给女孩送小饰物讨好她,学会如何追求,如何把握爱情。 或者看破红尘,游戏情场,成为女人恨恨的那种男人。    他们可以很容易俘获女孩子的心 但是他们也会在黑的夜里叼着烟流泪:心里有爱的时候,没有女孩;有了女孩,却永远没有了爱的感觉。  在听到女人抱怨世上没有一个好男人时候,他们不会再去努力做个好男人,只是微笑着擦肩而过......

Today......a view Of her Back....

today whn i was work...she n my fren was sitting at opposite my work place(OLD town)...Actually i wan to go to greeting to all...Include her.....but I have No courage to did it...Im scare...wat She will say again...SO i No go to greeting to all....haiz...im so cowardice....HAHa....den suddenly Yong syh come n find me...he ask me bout his shoulder N mouth Gt red or turgescence or nt....i tot wat was Happen to him... i tot he eat wrong eat N sensitivity...HU knw...he tel me..." tat siao zha Bo Do me eh la....she go up car NIa jiu do me d...siao zha bo lai....."............den i act dunno ask him Hu is it.....He say"evlyn".....Lol.......zzz........i tel him..."I hope IM U".....But nw cant ady...everythng is ady happen....IS reality...nt a dream.... n i wanna tel all of u....GUy...if u wanna let ppl do u....LIke (bite U)....Pls dun blame ppl....caz is U come forward to ask Ppl did it....so dun blame Ppl after tat thng had happen...Thx....i knw if sum guy see tis blog sure SAy sum bad thng Bout me...But i dun care...caz i jz say the truth...........
whn they wanna bek....i saw her....but nt her face......i jz hav a view of her back......i miss her.....really....really....is truth...

Monday, December 29, 2008

1st tym Accident...luckily No injure

WOow....finally I accident...wOow...hahaa...today My cousin smS me whn finish work go to grandma hse...CAz gt a Big surprise...haha...tat Is My auntie n her family come Bek frM australia...wOOw....SO whn i finish work i oni knw tat Is a raining day...den i drive Slowly...N i Notice tat My fuel Wn finish soon...So i go to lorong Kulit there eh Shell...to increase My fuel to FULl....haha...after TAt I continues drive to My grandma Hse...Whn at A corner...I wan slow down My motor N turn..so i press break.... HU Knw....Suddenly My Motor unbalance n crash....N Me fall frm the motor...lol....Luckily No car at My back....if Not.....HAHAHA......i thnk I wanna SAy byebye to all My fren d...N tel them we Meet in The HELL ya....hahahaha...lol....den Gt a MAlay Guy come N help me....He say"BoleH...Bolehkah kamu???"...den i say"Boleh".......He say"ada cedera tak...MAu pi Hospital tak??"....ME say"tak apa la..sedikit Saja...tak apa tak apa".....he help me drive My motor to roadside...den he go...lol...hahah....Wow....Luckily I no injure....ABo dunno hw....BUT my rain COat.....Broken......hahaha...nvm la....tmr go buy new 1 den can...hahah...LOl....ZZz.....



1st tym Accident....tat feel Is NO gud....caz whn accident..i scare I will lost My Life...or my leg...or hand...Or Head...hahah.....

Sunday, December 28, 2008

We ar week....N we Jz act strong....><



Is Tis MOtor SUit for me???...................................tis few day my mood totally down......haiz...dun1 to say it again d....caz whn i thnk tiok...My tear will flow out again...haha....gal can cry...boy oso can cry eh....hahaha....caz all of us Oni a normal ppl....we Nt superman or incredible man..CAn save the whole world....But sumtym SUperman N incredible man OSo hav sum sensation problem...N we jz a HUman being...we hav our own sensation problem too...Sumtym we Very week...Jz act strong N dun1 let ppl look down us oni...

Saturday, December 27, 2008

drunk or nt??.....My lonely(fake Smile)

tis Pic is take after having a bottle of HEIneken..........


M i drunk...haha...NO...im nt...I jz drink sum alcohol oni...den my Face ady So red d...haha....I hope i can drunk too...But i hav no money to buy alcohol d...Caz frm 24/12 till 27/12 me ady drink 4bottle N 1 can heineken d...each bottle rM7.80...each can Rm6 .80-Rm7.80....zzz....last 9 i din slp again...Go lepak-ing......i sms to My fren all slp d...Haiz....i so MOody...so Sad....N lonely...I hav nobody for my own...IM thnk Im nw really is MR LoneLy d....Lonely iM Mister lonely....I hav nobody for my own~~~

Suddenly I like Tis song Very much...............

Lonely I'm Mister Lonely....I have nobody....for my own....I'm so lonely...I'm Mister Lonely....I have nobody....For my own....I'm so lonely...Yo...This one here, goes out to all my playas out there man...Ya know...That got that one good girl dawg....That's always been there man..Like, took all the bullshit....And then one day she can't take it no more and decide to leave....Yea....I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side...Coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was feenin'So I had to take a little ride...Back tracking on these few years....Tryin' to figure out what I do to make it go bad....Cuz ever since my girl left me....My whole life came crashin...And I'm so...Lonely (So lonely),Im Mister Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)For my own (to call my own)I'm so lonely (So lonely),Im Mister Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)For my own (to call my own)I'm so lonely....Can't belive I had a girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life....After all I put you through...You still stuck around and stayed by my side....What really hurt me is I broke your heart....Baby you a good girl and I had no rightI really wanna make things right...Cuz without you in my life girl....I'm so...Lonely (So lonely),Im Mister Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)For my own (to call my own)I'm so lonely (So lonely),Im Mister Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)For my own (to call my own)I'm so lonely.....Been all about the world.....Ain't ever met a girl that can take the things that you've been through.....Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing you.....Cuz ain't nowhere in the globe I'd rather be.....Ain't no one in the globe I'd rather see.....Then the girl of my dreams that made me be.....So happy but now so lonely....Lonely (So lonely),Im Mister Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)For my own (to call my own)I'm so lonely (So lonely),Im Mister Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)For my own (to call my own)I'm so lonely....Never thought that I'd be aloneI didn't think you'd be gone this long....I just want you to call my phone....Stop playing girl and come on home! (come on home)Baby girl I didn't mean to shout...I want me and you to work it outI never wished to ever hurt my babyAnd it's drivin' me crazy cuz I'm soLonely (So lonely),Im Mister Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)For my own (to call my own)I'm so lonely (So lonely),Im Mister Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)For my own (to call my own)I'm so lonely (so lonely) (lonely)(so Lonely)(Mr. Lonely)(so lonely)(so lonely)(so lonely)(so lonely)Mr. Lonely..............................................................................................................................................................


IM Mr LOneLY!!!!!!

My desicion....Dun try to stop me

today whn i work tym...there Hav no customer at all...I feeling bored enuf...den i thnk SumthNg bout my Thng...I thnk tat Gal nt wan Guy serious wat...BUt Y whn i serious...I will get nTg...N whn i play fool...MAny thng Will Come NAture...N all tat Thng Is i dun like eh thng...Nw i thnk clearly Enuf d...i wan Put away My love story 1st...i wanna work harder...BUt gt 1 thng is I Will nt Gv up...I still waiting...Nobody can Stop tis DesiCion...N dun try to STop me..CAz myself oso CAnt Stop myself....N i jz Do a Thng I like...i jz Choosing A Gal i Really like...TAt is my business...if u nt agree V me PLs FUCkoff...She say herself hav no qualification to Choose...But Nw i wan to tel her...NO!!! U ar WronG!!!....U STilL Hav the qualification to choosing.... N I dun thnk she nid to BLame herself or feel SRY to me N dun saying herself is Tat bad...for me...I dun thnk she is tat bad...even if she did wat wrong thng Or Kill me I oso will forgive Her...SHe for me is gud enuf d...i thnk is the best d...I dun thnk gt other gal can replace her In my mind...i will continuing to Wait her...i dun care hw much the tym She NId...1 year..3year...Or even is 5years...she is the 1st gal make my tear flow out...n make My heart really feeling pain...If nw Gt alcohol bside me...i hope i can drunk it everyNIte...caz whn drunk i wont thnk so much of Her...At the last....i wanna emphasize My Point again...Is I still will Wait For U.....MY target Still same IS u...trust me......U ar the BESt for Me..........

Friday, December 26, 2008

MY judgment day(2008 christmas)

today IS christmas...today for evreyONe..i thnk is a happiness day...but for me Nt... Today I totally feeling down...I absence of My mind whn working...den get scold...dunno y...mayb is bcaz of My sensation problem...I like a gal...NAME (E****)...tis tym also is the 1st tym i treat a gal so serious...i reali like her...my fren ask me y me like her...N i ask myself many tym Y i will like her...ANs is dunno...i oso dunno y i like her...mayb is feeling...whn i with her...i wont hav any imitate...i feel very happy whn with her...Today she Gv me ans directly...is we are imposible...we oni can b fren...N ask me dun waste tym on her...Wat the fuck...i dun thnk tat i wasting my tym...caz i really wanna b with her...Im seriously MAn...i really like her..i really concentrate On her...i can do watever she like for her...I can changing myself because of her..Trust ME MAN!!!!...whn the tym she told me tat Thng...My heart really break...really get hurt...i can feel tat PAin...my tear flow out of my eye...but i try to control myself..dun let it flow out again....y...y...y...Y im so stupid...waiting A imposible thng happen on me...Y...i keep asking myself...the answer is NO y...Tis all is because of LOve....Love is blind...Love is the top killer in the world...because love can change evryThNg...gud to worst...worst become GUd again...

EveryOne knw my style...i wont easily giv up whn i wanna to get sumthng i like...I will try until I get it...So i ask her...In future i still gt any chance to chase her again... she told me...FUTure thng nobody can knw...ME HER U....even if GOD...also dunno wat can happen in the future...last tym i always hope tat i can b her perfect MEN...but frm tis moment i really din hav any courage to expect i can b her perfect MEn...everytym i feel tat time will pass very FAst...but today for me time pass very slow...i hope i ady in future nw...caz mayb i hav the chance to chase her again...Haiz...But cant...CAz today still is TODAY....TIs whole day i live without sms-ing v her...i feel tat wanna Die...feel tat very bored...caz evrytym whn i was bored..she will accompany me SMS or chating..EvryDAy sms v her Already becum mY habIt...eVery morning whn i wakeup the 1st thng i will do is send a "GUD morning" to her...den ask wat her doing or WAT Wat....N whn her wanna SLP...I will send "gud NIte,sweet DREam" to her again...tIs kind of thng ady b a slice Of my life...BUt i thnk frm Today i nonid to do It again...even if i do it...i thnk she WOnt reply my MSG anymore...i din hav courage to expect her reply My msg too....haIZ....

Anyway...tis thng ady bcum reality...i cant change it anymore...i hope it jz a drEAm...But nt...it is TRue...i thnk tmr time...Will become more Worst.....HAIz.........Important is her...if she feel tat she did a corrcet DeCision...she will MOre HAppy...den jz Do It....I din Hav any Commet....Because i oso wan She live Happy all The tym..................HAiz...................dunno wat to say d..............but gt a Happy thng is I feel tat I really Grow Up d..Im really Become MAture...Nt more child d.... CAZ i knw wat i wan N wat i lIke....i knw whn to serious....i knw wat I do....i knw Hw to differentiate Gud n bad.....I knw wat Important to Me....N the most important thng is I KNw MYself....N i reaLly LIKE HER

Thursday, December 25, 2008

神啊!!!救救我吧!!!

上帝会保佑我的....爱情总会来的....我在梦中一切都有可惜现实呀!!!常常是相反的...爱她的男人很多那我又算什么???我在雨中喝着闷酒反正幸福呀!!!对我是奢侈的.....心理太清楚了其实她不爱我!!!!!奇怪??? 地球上怎么会没有人看上我???神啊!!!救救我吧!!!一把年纪了一个爱人都没有....孤独是可怜的....如果没爱过人生是黑白的!!!!神啊!!!救救我!!!!一个人晃了半辈子了...为什么我这样的男人哪就快要绝种!!!!她呢??又在哪儿???上帝是否会保佑我???

我没那种命

爱情这东西没道理的....有人很抢手...有人没资格...路是人走的...我害怕什么...大不了别爱了...她像个天仙...她太美了.....我那么平凡我开不了口...心里面晓得追她的结果....幸运的不是我....我没那种命呀!!!!她没道理爱上我...英雄和美人哪是一国的....只怪爱人太少了对手太好了....劝自己别傻了以前甭提了....以后非加油不可.....我没那种命呀!!!轮也不轮到我....爱情老是缺货我争什么???时间越来越少了越来越老了.....我剩下一个梦....就是她!!!

My xmas eve(sadness)

last nite...i feel very down...duno y...mayb is bcaz of her...christmas eve without her like No mood to play...i tot i can celebrate tat nite v her...But no...she go watch Movies v her fren...den me NTg do so me n my fren go bside beach having a CAN of heineken...den after the movies...they go dinner...after dinner i tot i can V her d but they said wanna watch movies again...so Ntg i can do...whn I wanna date her again....i sms ask whr ar her....she said she going to batu ferringi d...So My whole christmas eve is over without her N i feel very unhapPy...me N my primary fren Go to Sega till 12++am den bek...last nite I playing CSO(crazy shooter Online) till 430am++.....caz i cnt slp...I no mood to slp...Haiz...tmr nid to work again...My christmas Eve is Over again...2006 2007 2008....i hate tis 3 years christmas eve...caZ is a Unhappy christmas eve..I hope it wont abidance to next year...I hope in 2009 christmas eve...I will get a fun N a full of happiness christmas eve N hope it abidance untill the day i stop my breath... :)

ANYway wish all my fren MeRRY Christmas.....wish U all having a NIce day......