Tuesday, February 3, 2009

初九nite....Tee gong's nite



初九nite....i go my grandma has for praying "TEE GONG"......after praying "Tee Gong".....whole family start gambling...wahahah...long tym no gambling v them d...hahaha....My uncle b banker tat nite....he win rm7++ N he is the big winner at the nite...wahahaha....me jz win rm2 oni nia...haiz...SO few....hehe...but nvm la....important is happy den can d la.....wahahaha


ME!!!!! Giap Guan

Monday, February 2, 2009

三人游







三人游 - 方大同

有些话你选择不对他说
你说某种脆弱
我才感同身受
我永远都愿意当个听众
安慰你的痛
保护着你从始至终
就算你的爱
属于他了
就算你的手
他还牵着
就算你累了
我会在这
一人留...两人疚...三人游
悄悄的...远远的....或许舍不得
默默地... 静静地... 或许很值得
我还在某处守候着
说不定这也是一种幸福的资格
至少我们中还有人能快乐.....这样就已足够了
有些话我选择保持沉默
别把实话说破
隐藏我的寂寞
你的情绪依然把我牵动
躲在你心中
角落的心事我能懂.
就算你的爱... 属于他了.....就算你的手.... 他还牵着......就算你累了
我会在这
一人留.... 两人疚.... 三人游
悄悄的.... 远远的.... 或许舍不得
默默地.... 静静地... 或许很值得
我还在某处守候着
说不定这也是一种幸福的资格....至少我们中还有人能快乐这样就已足够了
不知道 不知道 不知道
为什么 为什么 我的爱
我的怀抱留不住你的离开
却总在等待着你回来
一人留... 两人疚... 三人游
悄悄的... 远远的... 或许舍不得
默默地... 静静地... 或许很值得
我还在某处守候着.....说不定这也是一种得不到的.... 却美好的
至少我们中还有人能快乐......这样就已足够了
至少我们中还有人能快乐这样就已经够了 ............................................................................



Whn i listen to tis song.....i feel very relax...n i like tis song very much....i feel tat the lyric very meaningful for me....hahaha.....

Friday, January 30, 2009

原来

街灯绊住我眼前.....下一步拉长的影子........嘲弄的回顾......电话亭仍留着你的话一句话掉一滴泪.....今晚的我会是如何入睡......
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪........原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语...........我不懂得如何更爱你............影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离...........原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你............原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己.........你收的干净.....我也会不留一点痕迹
说故事也要像是真的.......可是别触动那些回忆.........今夜你说了最后一句......一句话掉一滴泪.........看来今晚的我很难入睡........
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪............原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语........我不懂得如何更爱你..........影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离..........原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你..........原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己......你收的干净我也会不留一点痕迹........
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪..........原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语............我不懂得如何更爱你.........影子讽刺地跟我难分难离........原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你.........原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己你收的干净......我也会不留一点痕迹

chinese new year life........I get freedom

In K ma hse...wahahah
seng keat teeth so white....hahaha,kooi ling bhind


red line???.......



i holding her hand....would u marry me???




she holding my hand....hahaha

My gf!!!!...wahahah...too young d....








Me n kooi ling In MARtini.......drunk







JAn 29....we go watch UNDerworld....finally im 18...hahah







MARTINI!!!!!!!!!!!..........................i love it......
.....i get freedom!!!!!!!!....tis few day...almost everyday i hang out V my fren...i go watch mv v fren...go singing...clubbing....lepaking... go fren hse steamboat-ing...n Dying hair together....wow Nw my life full of colour.... BUt i feel sorrow bcaz....din hav a lover bside of me....i promise myself....i will find a gud gal....I will care her...will love her...N marry her.....hahahah.....i wont let her feel regret whn i belongs to her....n i will tell her "Im Yours"...hahah...im fiNish my speech...haha....
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL.......


some memories In 美珍香...hahah

WOW.... hu tat guy...so open

slp With......肉干
Yeng??.........i dun thnk so




So cold....hehe...-10'c



nt funny..........




kooi ling.....N seng keat



act serious tat yellow shirt guy...







teaching...bbq-ing









hahaha....siao guan







poZER!!!!!!!!!!!!



yeah!!!!!!!.....finally i finish my work.....hehe....tis work so swink but i oso done it....by 1 7 days....nex year i wont for it again...hahaha...if u wan i can intro for u.....hehehe

Monday, January 12, 2009

安静....

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天睡著的大提琴 安静的旧旧的.....

我想你已表现的非常明白我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得.....

你说你也会难过我不相信牵著你陪著我 也只是曾经希望他是真的比我还要爱你我才会逼自己离开....

你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开为什么还要我用微笑来带过我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过.....

你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开为什么我连分开都迁就著你我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快我会学著放弃你 是因为我太爱你....

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天睡著的大提琴 安静的旧旧的....

我想你已表现的非常明白我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得....

你说你也会难过我不相信牵著你陪著我 也只是曾经希望他是真的比我还要爱你我才会逼自己离开....

你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开为什么还要我用微笑来带过我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过....

你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开为什么我连分开都迁就著你我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快我会学著放弃你 是因为我太爱你....

你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开为什么还要我用微笑来带过我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过....

你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开为什么我连分开都迁就著你我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快我会学著放弃你 是因为我太爱你....

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

today....enjoy....

Actually today i will go wacthing "Australia" v my fren xue ping eh...hu knw...her mum today off...SO her mum ask her to aCc her Mum go shopping...So Xueping cnt acc me Go watching Movies d...Owh Sad...den i Sms wen hui...She say she Busy to cleaning Hse...because Chinese new year is Coming sOOn....HAiz......i go ask my JI Mui....Aun chi....so unlucky she said she SIck....cannot go out v me....HAIz...After tat I ask My fren...Elaine(LOOK LIKE JOLIN).....wanna Go watch Movies???.....she said she Gonna hang out ltr...N She said she will Go REd box today...ask me wanna Join...My ans sure Is yea la...hahaha...She said Cui NI(LONG LEg gaL) N jia Wen(most scary gal=sound loud gal) will go too.... Im scared Im nt welcum....n I scared cuI NI n Jia wen will mind tat i suddenly Join v them....BUt They said...nvm is ok...come join...Wow....den lastly i join them....me N elaine go On 3 o clock....Tat 2 gal...Nt yt reach....So me N elaine go in 1st lo...Hu knw...The red box gal...gv us room 62....Is the last room of red box....tat room had many evil story b4...So im So scared....ZZZ....scare anythng Happen....hahaha...im so cowardice...haha....zzz....bout 3.30 sumthng tat 2 gal reach...haha....4 of us Having alot of fun is tat evil's room...hahaha.....lol...==....we sang till 6 o clock....den they say wanna go for shopping....den Me folo them lo....den i notice tat gal is very scary....hahaha....They go shoe Point.....Testing many pair of shoe....But jz buy 1 pair....lol....hahahaha....den we go kim GAry....we ate Many thng there...N we hav many topic to talk whn at there...hahaha....full enuf....after finish our dinner...i notice tat ady 8.15o clock d....i 4gt i promise my mum i'll back on 6 o clock....So i go bek immediacy....I scared i'll get scold....luckily my Mum mood gud...so im no get scold....hahaha...Im so enjoy for today....Hope nex tym will hang out v them again....caz will get alot of fun....But i thnk i oni can hang out v them after new year d....caz i gonna to work from JAn 9 - jan 25 d.....haIz....

轨迹

怎么隐藏......
我的悲伤失去你的地方你的发香
散的匆忙我已经跟不上闭上眼睛 
还能看见你离去的痕迹在月光下 
一直找寻那想念的身影..........
如果说分手是苦痛的起点那在终点之前我愿意再爱一遍想要对你说的不敢说的爱会不会有人可以明白.........
我会发着呆 
然后忘记你接着紧紧闭上眼想着那一天
会有人代替让我不再想念你.............
我会发着呆
然后微微笑接着紧紧闭上眼又想了一遍 
你温柔的脸在我忘记之前.........
闭上眼睛 
还能看见你离去的痕迹在月光下 
一直找寻那想念的身影.......
如果说分手是苦痛的起点那在终点之前我愿意再爱一遍想要对你说的不敢说的爱会不会有人可以明白...........
我会发着呆 
然后忘记你接着紧紧闭上眼想着那一天
会有人代替让我不再想念你.......
我会发着呆 
然后忘记你接着紧紧闭上眼想着那一天
会有人代替让我不再想念你.........
我会发着呆 
然后微微笑接着紧紧闭上眼又想了一遍 
你温柔的脸在我忘记之前...............
心里的眼泪模糊了视线你已快看不见.......

开不了口

.............才离开没多久就开始担心今天的你过得好不好....
............整个画面是你想你想的睡不著........
..........嘴嘟嘟那可爱的模样..........
.......还有在你身上香香的味道..........
.....我的快乐是你想你想的都会笑.........
.....没有你在我有多难熬........
.........没有你烦我有多烦恼...........
.....穿过云层我试著努力向你奔跑........
.......爱才送到你却已在别人怀抱..........
......就是开不了口让她知道...........
........我一定会呵护著你也逗你笑...........
....你对我有多重要...........
.....我后悔没让你知道..........
........安静的听你撒娇看你睡著一直到老.......
.....就是开不了口让她知道....
....就是那么简单几句我办不到....
.......整颗心悬在半空.....
....我只能够远远看著.....
.....这些我都做得到但那个人已经不是我.....
....没有你在我有多难熬......
...没有你烦我有多烦恼......
...穿过云层我试著努力向你奔跑......
......爱才送到你却已在别人怀抱.....
........就是开不了口让她知道......
...........我一定会呵护著你也逗你笑.....
.......你对我有多重要.....
....我后悔没让你知道.....安静的听你撒娇看你睡著一直到老.....
......就是开不了口让她知道....
...就是那么简单几句我办不到....
.....整颗心悬在半空我只能够远远看著....
.......这些我都做得到但那个人已经不是我......

Monday, January 5, 2009

Finally i get!!!

see ME There????

So happy today...finally i get it...wow...i love it.....
I LOVE Manchester United....

Friday, January 2, 2009

MOst happy day after dec 24!!!!

Finally she belong to sum1...tat is My fren...i thnk nt my fren la...Is my bro caz i treat him as MY Bro...i knw tis GUy 8-9 years ago...they nw ar 1 pair...hope they oways happy...N wont hav any unhappy thng happen on them.....Hope him will care her everytym...N try to giv her everythng she wan....make rite decision for her...caz her is a ppl HU dunno hw to make own decision....i thnk he can lead her to the rite ways....caz i trust him...he can do it..me N him stil fren...GOD bless Them....

你哭着拿下银手链还我的时候....最近你躲我有了理由....别说我的爱让你惭愧....不配拥有....珍惜不就是温柔....当你说抱歉爱上了我的好朋友.....原来心酸比心痛难受.....茫然的走到了门口....倔强还是念旧.....我听见我回头......说你们要快乐要天长地久.....你们没有错爱是自由....走出这扇门后.....至少我还有辽阔.....你们要快乐要.....紧紧牵手....你们不幸福.....我会难过....成全最爱的人....不是为了看着她寂寞.....当你说抱歉爱上了我的好朋友....原来心酸比心痛难受....茫然的走到了门口....倔强还是念旧....我听见我回头说....你们要快乐要天长地久.....你们没有错....爱是自由....走出这扇门后....至少我还有辽阔.....你们要快乐.....要紧紧牵手....你们不幸福....我会难过.....成全最爱的人不是为了看着她寂寞....过去曾让你笑得更甜不代表有权利要你纠结.....虽然遗憾 爱情也有它的季节.....风不能吹就做最潇洒落叶......你们要快乐要天长地久....你们没有错.....爱是自由走出这扇门....后至少我还有辽阔.....你们要快乐要.....紧紧牵手....你们不幸福.....我会难过成.....全最爱的人不是为了看着她寂寞....


Is tis song singing on me???...hahaha.....YAYA.....I thnk so....

Thursday, January 1, 2009

new year eve Nite....HAppy N Sad( im 18 d)

OI....aun chi ar...eye pAin la...Im talking v ppl eh u knw

Bro:benny,guan,keat yong N andy...Whr is danny
new year eve NIte In sega.....hahaha....quite fun



see My ear SO red........


Come.....drink again...



me....hahaha....i love heineken



In G hotel toilet...nt yt drunk....



today new year eve...i gt abit happy but oso gt abit sadness too....Happy is i hav a fun day In segafredo...Me n my fren....settle 4 bucket heineken....hahaha...we tot tat we cnt finish it...but lastly we settle it...hahah...BUt i spend many money On tis 4 bucket(wanna get scold d)...hahah...lol...N another thng is I meet all My primary fren...My geng In tuition....My bro(danny...benny...andy...Lian yan N summore...i 4gt wat thier name d).....Lol....swt....caz im drunk whn they intro themself...i jz rmb abit nia...they ar(wen tai...ah qing N beckham) other i 4gt d...sry...hahaha.....sad is I saw my fren hug her...they look like gt abit obliquity..n i feel it too...hope my feeling wrong lo..zzz..i gt abit jealousness but I cant do wat too...:(








Anyway....2008 is over d...N nw is 2009 d...n me grow up d....ady 18 d...Muz thnking mature d...wont fooling around d(but Whn v fren or bro can gua)..serious in evrythng..work harder..Fight for my life..My future..My dream...My welfare...My family....Myself....hahaha...wish all of You....happy new year....hope all of u gt a happiness 2009....n wish u all dream come true...












Attention: sry for all....if tis blog gt any alternate problem..PLs 4gv me..hahah..caz i write whn i was drunk....nw head tight enuf....BYebye...gud nite...i LOve u all....

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

没题目

女孩,当你说没有好男人时请看看!!!女孩,当你说没有好男人时请看看♂  十岁以前,就不说了,无非是淘气和不懂事。    十三、四岁的时候,开始对女孩有好感,但是那时候他离女孩远远的,并且以讨厌女孩自居,生怕被同伴嘲笑。    十五岁的时候,听到大人们说某某男人好花,把女朋友甩了,女孩自杀了。他觉得这人真狠毒,自己将来一定要做个痴情的男人,一定要一生只爱一个人。    十六岁的时候,他喜欢上了一个女孩,但是他不敢和她说。仍然和往常一样,脏兮兮的在灰土飞扬的操场上踢球。只在女孩走出校门的时候,躲在二层的窗户上看她的背影,他觉得她一定是个天使。    十七岁的时候,有个女孩喜欢上了他,但是他离她很远,他心里面只有自己那个女孩, 他觉得看别的女孩都是对她的不忠。    十八岁的时候,看了一个MTV,感动得想哭,他想,如果自己的女孩失去了双眼,他一定会毫不犹豫的把自己的眼睛给她,让她能看到光明。    十九岁的时候,高考了。终于和自己暗恋的女孩分别,坐火车去学校的时候,感觉自己离她越来越远,心像被掏空了一样。还在想自己一定不会忘记她,等到自己成功以后一定要去找她。    二十岁的时候,听到有人讲黄色笑话,觉得这人真可耻。  二十一岁的时候,她的回信中告诉他,自己有了男朋友。偷偷的哭了一个晚上。    二十二岁的时候,他向一个女孩表白,女孩说“你是个好人,可是我还小。”他想,我的确是个好人,他说“没关系,我可以等你。”心想,我不会像那些花心的人一样,三年五年我也能等。 二十三岁的时候,说自己还小的女孩和一个帅哥恋爱了。他很纳闷,长大原来可以这快。    二十四岁的时候,他又向一个女孩表白,女孩说“你是个好人,可是我并不适合你。” 他纳闷很久,我是好人你怎么还不适合我呢?    二十五岁的时候,他又追求一个女孩,女孩接受了他。他开始很幸福的为未来拼搏,他想,一时的开心只是暂时的,只有努力拼搏,他和她才能有快乐的未来,但是,半年以后,女孩和他分手了。只是因为另外一个男孩会说让她开心的话。女孩说“你是个好人,是我对不起你。”他似乎明白了问题所在,他是个好人。    二十六岁的时候,他开始堕落,交网友。打扮得时尚而酷,而且渐渐的学习着讨好女孩的话。不久,他有了个女朋友,虽然他对她也很好,可是,他心里知道,自己并不爱她 。    二十七岁的时候,他和女孩分手了。他对女孩说“你是个好女孩,是我对不起你。”    二十八岁的时候,他尝试了一夜情,发现别人能做的,自己也一样。    二十九岁的时候,他学会了讲黄色笑话,并且以看旁边的女孩子脸红为乐趣。  三十岁的时候,他忽然发现自己变得很有能力追求到女孩,但是却没有了爱的能力。于是 他在自己QQ上写下了如下的话

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其实每个男孩,本来都是想做一个感情专一的好男人的。    其实每个男孩,本来看女孩子都是看脸而不是胸部的。  其实每个男孩,本来都是不会讲黄色笑话的。    其实每个男孩,本来都是渴望爱一个人直到永远的。    只是,没有任何女孩爱这样的男孩,她们觉得这样的男孩太幼稚,太古板,没有情趣。    于是男孩开始改变,变成女孩喜欢的那种嘴角挂着坏坏的笑,玩世不恭或者幽默。   开始学会说甜言蜜语而不是心里想说的话 开始学会假装关心,学会给女孩送小饰物讨好她,学会如何追求,如何把握爱情。 或者看破红尘,游戏情场,成为女人恨恨的那种男人。    他们可以很容易俘获女孩子的心 但是他们也会在黑的夜里叼着烟流泪:心里有爱的时候,没有女孩;有了女孩,却永远没有了爱的感觉。  在听到女人抱怨世上没有一个好男人时候,他们不会再去努力做个好男人,只是微笑着擦肩而过......

Today......a view Of her Back....

today whn i was work...she n my fren was sitting at opposite my work place(OLD town)...Actually i wan to go to greeting to all...Include her.....but I have No courage to did it...Im scare...wat She will say again...SO i No go to greeting to all....haiz...im so cowardice....HAHa....den suddenly Yong syh come n find me...he ask me bout his shoulder N mouth Gt red or turgescence or nt....i tot wat was Happen to him... i tot he eat wrong eat N sensitivity...HU knw...he tel me..." tat siao zha Bo Do me eh la....she go up car NIa jiu do me d...siao zha bo lai....."............den i act dunno ask him Hu is it.....He say"evlyn".....Lol.......zzz........i tel him..."I hope IM U".....But nw cant ady...everythng is ady happen....IS reality...nt a dream.... n i wanna tel all of u....GUy...if u wanna let ppl do u....LIke (bite U)....Pls dun blame ppl....caz is U come forward to ask Ppl did it....so dun blame Ppl after tat thng had happen...Thx....i knw if sum guy see tis blog sure SAy sum bad thng Bout me...But i dun care...caz i jz say the truth...........
whn they wanna bek....i saw her....but nt her face......i jz hav a view of her back......i miss her.....really....really....is truth...

Monday, December 29, 2008

1st tym Accident...luckily No injure

WOow....finally I accident...wOow...hahaa...today My cousin smS me whn finish work go to grandma hse...CAz gt a Big surprise...haha...tat Is My auntie n her family come Bek frM australia...wOOw....SO whn i finish work i oni knw tat Is a raining day...den i drive Slowly...N i Notice tat My fuel Wn finish soon...So i go to lorong Kulit there eh Shell...to increase My fuel to FULl....haha...after TAt I continues drive to My grandma Hse...Whn at A corner...I wan slow down My motor N turn..so i press break.... HU Knw....Suddenly My Motor unbalance n crash....N Me fall frm the motor...lol....Luckily No car at My back....if Not.....HAHAHA......i thnk I wanna SAy byebye to all My fren d...N tel them we Meet in The HELL ya....hahahaha...lol....den Gt a MAlay Guy come N help me....He say"BoleH...Bolehkah kamu???"...den i say"Boleh".......He say"ada cedera tak...MAu pi Hospital tak??"....ME say"tak apa la..sedikit Saja...tak apa tak apa".....he help me drive My motor to roadside...den he go...lol...hahah....Wow....Luckily I no injure....ABo dunno hw....BUT my rain COat.....Broken......hahaha...nvm la....tmr go buy new 1 den can...hahah...LOl....ZZz.....



1st tym Accident....tat feel Is NO gud....caz whn accident..i scare I will lost My Life...or my leg...or hand...Or Head...hahah.....