guan's story

Taller, Stronger, Better

2011-04-04T20:38:00.001+08:00

I've met the darkness
Been held by the night
Lonely was there in my arms
I've been with broken
I've stared in her eyes
Emptiness left me this scar
But I heard your voice
Calling me out of the cold

And now I can live again
I have been chosen to run with the wind
I can go higher I know I will soar
I'm taller I'm stronger I'm better than before

I've walked through fire so I could become
All that you said I could be
And now my breath has a reason
My sky has a sun
Coz in you I've found all that I need
Your touched revived me
It was your love that opened my eyes

And now I can live again
I have been chosen to run with the wind
I can go higher I know I will soar
I'm taller I'm stronger I'm better than before

I broke through the rain
Stuck through the storm
Now I know I remain
I can do the impossible
I can reach the unreachable
Its my time
I will rise and live~~~
And I can go higher I know I will soar
Im taller I'm stronger I'm better than before

And now I can live again
I have been chosen to run with the wind
I can go higher I know I will soar
I'm taller I'm stronger I'm better than before

王力宏 Everything

2010-07-13T17:02:00.002+08:00

Until this Moment You are still my everything.....I still Love You

突然好想你

2010-04-15T21:44:00.003+08:00

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
突然好想你。。。你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你。。。突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行。。。然後留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜。。。那麽美。。。那麽相信。。。那麽疯。。。那麽热烈。。。的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去
突然好想你。。。你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你。。。突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然听到你的消息

you cnt do IT

2010-04-13T19:07:00.002+08:00

Hmm... U tell me U wan try shift off to Him??? are you say siok only or wat???...But i BET u cant do it...Becaz ur heart is ady thr???...mayb u feel tht wat im said was wrong...But it just is my own feeling...You can dun care too much...Sometime i see you sad i will feel sad too...you dun1 eat for whole day i feel like wan accompany you dun1 eat for whole day...But it not worth for me to do tht...but i still wana to do for you...You knw Why??...i thnk you wont understand la...mayb it just because of 1 word...Tht is ' LOVE '....a ' love ' can make me mad for you...Until Now i still cant found the reason Y i can so mad for you...mayb it just because of LOVE...

如果被爱是件幸福的事那我只能说你太幸福了 ♥

2010-04-03T11:31:00.005+08:00

如果被爱是件幸福的事那我只能说你太幸福了 ♥
爱情就像鬼，相信的人多，遇见的人少 ♥

我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说我们
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说我们就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声
每当听见她或他说我们就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

有些话你选择不对他说
你说某种脆弱我才感同身受
我永远都愿意当个听众
安慰你的痛保护着你从始至终
就算你的爱属于他了
就算你的手他还牵着
就算你累了我会在这
一人留两人疚三人游
悄悄的远远的或许舍不得
默默地静静地或许很值得
我还在某处守候着
说不定这也是一种幸福的资格
至少我们中还有人能快乐
这样就已足够了
有些话我选择保持沉默
别把实话说破隐藏我的寂寞
你的情绪依然把我牵动
躲在你心中角落的心事我能懂
就算你的爱属于他了
就算你的手他还牵着
就算你累了我会在这
一人留两人疚三人游
悄悄的远远的或许舍不得
默默地静静地或许很值得
我还在某处守候着
说不定这也是一种幸福的资格
至少我们中还有人能快乐
这样就已足够了
不知道不知道不知道
为什么为什么我的爱
我的怀抱留不住你的离开
却总在等待着你回来
一人留两人疚三人游
悄悄的远远的或许舍不得
默默地静静地或许很值得
我还在某处守候着
说不定这也是一种得不到的却美好的
至少我们中还有人能快乐这样就已足够了
至少我们中还有人能快乐这样就已经够了

忘记分开后的第几天起
喜欢一个人看下大雨
没联络
孤单就像连锁反应
想要快乐都没力气
雷雨世界像场灾难电影
让现在的我可怜到底
对不起谁也没有时光机器
已经结束的没有商量的余地
我希望你是我独家的记忆摆在心底不管别人说的多么难听
现在我拥有的事情是你是给我一半的爱情
我喜欢你是我独家的记忆谁也不行从我这个身体中拿走你
在我感情的封锁区有关于你绝口不提没问题
雷雨世界像场灾难电影
让现在的我可怜到底
对不起谁也没有时光机器
已经结束的没有商量的余地
我希望你是我独家的记忆摆在心底不管别人说的多么难听
现在我拥有的事情是你是给我一半的爱情
我喜欢你是我独家的记忆谁也不行从我这个身体中拿走你
在我感情的封锁区有关于你绝口不提没关系
我希望你是我独家的记忆摆在心底不管别人说的多么难听
现在我拥有的事情是你是给我一半的爱情
我喜欢你是我独家的记忆谁也不行从我这个身体中拿走你
在我感情的封锁区有关于你绝口不提没限期

一开始我以为爱本来会很容易
所以没有经过允许就把你放心底
直到后来有一天你和他走在一起
我才发现原来爱情不是真心就可以
我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
明明知道没有结局却还死心塌地
我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
总相信爱情会有奇迹都是我骗自己

一开始我以为爱本来会很容易
所以没有经过允许就把你放心底
直到后来有一天你和他走在一起
我才发现原来爱情不是真心就可以
我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
明明知道没有结局却还死心塌地
我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
总相信爱情会有奇迹都是我骗自己
以为自己不再去想你
保持不被刺痛的距离
就算早已忘了我自己
却还想要知道你的消息
我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
明明知道没有结局却还死心塌地
我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
总相信爱情会有奇迹都是我骗自己

为什么你总是闷闷不乐
你知不知道你是最好的
这首歌我唱这首歌就是要给你快乐
世界上只有你独一无二
我为你填上幸福的颜色
这首歌我唱这首歌你要专心的听着
说你也一样爱着我
有一个温暖角落那是我心窝
把你的爱收起来放进我的口袋
不让你轻易离开
我会永远爱着你
到老还是同一句因为我珍惜
轻轻地摇着懒椅戴着老花眼镜
还记得我们这首歌
说你也一样爱着我 say you love me
世界上只有你独一无二
我为你填上幸福的颜色
这首歌我唱这首歌你要专心的听着
说你也一样爱着我
有一个温暖角落那是我心窝
把你的爱收起来放进我的口袋
不让你轻易离开
我会永远爱着你
到老还是同一句因为我珍惜
轻轻地摇着懒椅戴着老花眼镜
还记得我们这首歌这首歌
说你也一样爱着我说你也一样爱着我
有一个温暖角落那是我心窝
把你的爱收起来放进我的口袋
不让你轻易离开
我会永远爱着你
到老还是同一句因为我珍惜
轻轻地摇着懒椅戴着老花眼镜还记得我们这首歌

终于明白你已变成回忆
没有言语能够说明当别人问起
谱了一段旋律没有句点
也无法再继续
像埋伏在街头的某种气息
无意间经过把往日笑与泪勾起
忽然心痛的无法再压抑
原来从未忘记
Melody~
脑海中的旋律转个不停
爱过你~
有太多话忘了要告诉你
Melody~
无数动人音符在我生命
爱过你~
失去你我才知道要珍惜

当时无法为你写的那首歌
都是我永远的遗憾当爱逝去
如果所有的错重来一次
能否改变结局
终于落下休止符的那首歌
我听着每一个音符流过的回忆
为什么在那么多年以后
还不能说再见
Melody~
脑海中的旋律如此熟悉
爱过你~
我的心里只能轻轻叹息
Melody~
无数动人音符在我生命
爱过你~
失去你我才知道要珍惜
Melody Oh Melody 我永远不能忘记你是多么的美丽
让这音乐一直不停响起
Melody Oh Melody我舍不得去忘记我们快乐的过去
请别让我从这梦境清醒
Melody Oh Melody我永远不能忘记你是多么的美丽让
这音乐一直不停响起
Melody Oh Melody我舍不得去忘记我们快乐的过去
请别让我从这梦境清醒
Melody~
脑海中的旋律如此熟悉
爱过你~
求你听我唱完这一段旋律请不要离去
Melody~
你是在我脑海不停的旋律
爱过你~
我的心里只能无言叹息
Melody~
无数动人音符在我生命
爱过你~
失去后我才知道要珍惜你

Y love is blind

2010-04-02T12:27:00.003+08:00

Girl said boy all is lier...BUt y girl stil wan get lie by them???...Whn a ppl in love he or she will nt care bout he or she lie to him or her...Because Love is blind...Their mind are blur...sometym thy also Duno wat is RIGHT wat is WRONG...because they already wana fall in love with each other...

今晚的心情

2010-04-02T02:39:00.003+08:00

下雨天了怎么办我好想你
不敢打给你我找不到原因
为什么失眠的声音变得好熟悉
沉默的场景
做你的代替
陪我听雨滴
期待让人越来越沉溺
谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴其实
没有我你分不出那些差别
结局还能多明显
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴其实
没有我你分不出那些差别
结局还能多明显
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑才
能够有你的体贴其实
没有我你分不出那些差别
结局还能多明显
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

always put you First on my mind....T.T

今晚又失眠了....想起你告诉我的话...我的男人泪又从我的眼角边流了出来...现在的我只能回味当初的回忆...我真的想和你一起建立我们的一切一切...我们的开始是从一间夜店；而我们的结束也可以说是从那间夜店....我发觉你这个女生是因为一粒糖果...你还记得吗.... 从我认识你到现在你说的每一句话都深深刻在我脑海里，你知道吗...你的每个表情，动作....都深深的刻在我脑海里，你又知道吗？？？你还记得你要我天天告诉你，你的声音好听，三遍...你还记得吗？？？你还记得跟我一洗车的时候吗...我很怀念你知道吗？？？你真的让我长大了许多，你知道吗？？难道你一些回忆都没有吗？？？你不想念这一切吗？？还是你不希罕这一切？？？...其实我告诉你我爱夜店，你又知道为什么吗？？？我只想要买个醉...你知道吗???

我想告诉你
你是我的最爱，你相信吗？？？<3

你跟我说你只想和他单纯的做朋友但那是不是给我一个安慰，让我好过一点的借口？？？。。。在我脑海里感觉你们并不简单。。。你知道吗？？？。。。我感觉他已经慢慢的取代了我的位子了。。。我告诉你我不介意难道你真的觉得我不介意吗？？？。。。我只是不想让你难做人。。。想让你好过一点。。。我觉得你会慢慢的爱上了他。。。你知道为什么我会这样说吗???。。。因为你已经慢慢的认同他。。。你跟我说过爱上一个人是不在乎那个人的好与坏的。。。现在你只是不相信他对你是真心的吗???迟早你也会慢慢的信任了他....我发觉我和你的时间越来越少了而他和你的时间越来越多了...我和你的距离也越来越远了而他和你的距离越来越近了...你感觉到吗???

IMISSYOU ; ILOVEYOU

2010-04-01T15:58:00.002+08:00

I asked her Gt any feeling to him ??? She answer me: Gt Favor to him....isit mean she like him d???...I duno...I feel sad not because noticed tht he wan chase u or you everyday go out v him...Is Whn i call u i sms you...U like dun care at all...But whn he call u sms u...U will reply or answer his call at the 1st...Tht y i feel jealous... Last tym whn u gt Favor to me time...You also will evryday find me...everyday sms me...everyday talk to me...BUt nowaday...NO more...Nowaday U jz will find him...sms him...talk v him...You said u treat him jz like a normal fren???...BUT are u sure??? or you got somethng lie me ???...Because frm my feeling....It tell me...You are ready to accept him....You said after u read his ex's blog...U gt feel wan to escape him...But lastly u dint...is it mean like him???...This few NIght i Thnk many thng...So many QUESTION MARk in my mind now...SO many Question in my mind now..SO many WHY in my mind now...BUt i really try hard to stop to thnking those thng d...i feel very suffer whn i thnk those Question N Why....Every Night i just can cry silently In my room...NO one knw im cry...NO one can console me whn i need....No one know my feeling...NO one know what im thnking at tht time...Why you dun1 tell me the truth...You can go taiping trip v him ady...I knw you sure feel happy n safe whn v him...I knw u not simply eh Girl...You wont simply go so far with a normal Guy...but you go v him...Nw the fact is You said you treat him jz like a fren...But many thng u done already exhibit you are affirm to him already...although I knw My chances of get you back is uncertain but I duno y I stil so care bout you...Not i dun wana to blift you is many you done are not same as what u had said...I already try to blift you but I cant escape frm my heart n my mind...
Whn I noticed he called you ' Mrs cheah ' tht tym...You knw wat my feeling...You knw wat im doing???...I can Tell you I totally collapse...I knw i cnt do anythng...the thng i can do is jz hide in my blanket n cry...I very Moody on tht day...I very down on tht day....YOU KNW???...

被爱的人永远是最幸福的...但你会珍惜爱你的人吗.....我会.....你会吗???我一直都很珍惜你，你知道吗...我是不是自己一厢情愿呢???...

' 受了伤却不投降相信付出会有代价代价只是一句傻瓜 '....I really pay much for you u knw???...if you duno den nvm...caz is i wan to pay myself eh...

' 你笑着说他是朋友但你眼中太温柔我的不安那麽沉重只有你不懂 '....' 他霸占了你的心中属於我的角落所以你说我们不是你和我 '....' 是我想太多你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我是我想太多我也这样说这是唯一能安慰我的理由 '....I suddenly feel tht this song is sang by me u knw...it so suitable for me you knw...

IMISSYOU ; ILOVEYOU

2010-03-26T01:47:00.009+08:00

我永远都愿意当个听众安慰你的痛保护着你从始至终

我的怀抱留不住你的离开却总在等待着你回来

有些话我选择保持沉默别把实话说破隐藏我的寂寞

只怪爱人太少了对手太好了劝自己别傻了

这何尝不是一种领悟让我把自己看清楚虽然那共爱的痛苦将日日夜夜在我灵魂最深处

被爱是奢侈的幸福

啊!多么痛的领悟你曾是我的全部只是我回首来时路的每一步都走的好孤独

我是真的为你哭了你是真的随他走了就在这一刻全世界伤心角色又多了我一个我是真的为你爱了你是真的跟他走了能给的我全都给了我都舍得除了让你知道我心如刀割...

为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解

我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天

溫度冷冷地最怕自己一個人呼吸穿得再厚也變得多餘身邊少了妳說話只剩空蕩的回音好想抱緊你我最愛的妳....

妳要記得至少還有我一直在為妳默默守候

痛苦的时候我不会闪躲就像树叶甘心为春风吹落

只是简简单单的爱过我还是我简简单单的伤过就不算白活简简单单的疯过被梦带走当故事结束之后心也喜欢一个人寂寞.....

我说了所有的谎你全都相信简单的我爱你你却老不信

我愿意为你我愿意为你我愿意为你被放逐天际只要你真心拿爱与我回应什么都愿意什么都愿意为你....

你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友还想有那么一点点自私的占有

想做你不变的恋人想做你一世的牵挂想做你不只是朋友

你轻轻的留给我却是我深深的回忆

我害怕你心碎没人帮你擦眼泪别离开身边拥有你我的世界才能完美

我想你已表现的非常明白我懂我也知道你没有舍不得

你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开为什么我连分开都迁就著你我真的没有天份安静的没这么快我会学著放弃你是因为我太爱你......

等待我随时随地在等待做你感情上的依赖我没有任何的疑问这是爱.....

我感激你对我这样的坦白但我给你的爱暂时收不回来

也许你已经放弃我也许已经很难回头我知道是自己错过请再给我一个理由说你不爱我...

黑夜之所以会黑叫醒人心里的鬼在游说在萦回在体内是什麽在把我摧毁在伤痕累累....

我假装无所谓才看不到心被拧碎人在爱情里越残废就会越多安慰无论有虚伪......

我希望你是我独家的记忆 ; 我喜欢你是我独家的记忆

哪里有彩虹告诉我能不能把我的愿望还给我

也许时间是一种解药也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着你的声音这么近我却抱不到

一开始我以为爱本来会很容易所以没有经过允许就把你放心底

我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你明明知道没有结局却还死心塌地我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你总相信爱情会有奇迹都是我骗自己.....

以为自己不再去想你保持不被刺痛的距离就算早已忘了我自己却还想要知道你的消息

思念是一种很玄的东西如影~随形....无声又无息出没在心底....转眼~吞没我在寂默里...我无力抗拒特别是夜里...想你到无法呼吸.....

想放弃却不能甘心放手留你在梦中却苦痛了我等著伤心不如学会承受反正你不会是我的想放弃却不能甘心放手留你在梦中却苦痛了我等你想起不如先忘记你反正离开你的人是我

只欠一句我爱你没胆亲口告诉你想要照顾你好好疼你只差一句你答应点头说你也愿意和我在一起手牵着你紧紧抱着你....

我到了這個時候還是一樣夜里的寂寞容易叫人悲傷我不敢想的太多因為我一個人

爱太深会让人疯狂地勇敢我用背叛自己完成你的期盼

为什么爱上你的人是我为什么一厢情愿的人会难过为什么对你舍不的总是我

我是在等待一个女孩还是在等待沉沦苦海一段情默默灌溉没有人去管花谢花开无法肯定的爱左右摇摆只好把心酸往深心里塞我是在等待你的回来难道只换回一句活该一个人静静发呆两个人却有不同无奈好好的一份爱啊怎么会慢慢变坏....

爱我的人我爱的人谁还在为爱继续等

或许我不再出现爱才值得你怀念你也不想见见了也不变你痛苦转身的局面

或许我放的坚决你才允许让泪浮现是苦还是甜想起我的脸希望不是眼泪的咸

你笑着说他是朋友但你眼中太温柔我的不安那麽沉重只有你不懂

他霸占了你的心中属於我的角落

是我想太多你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我是我想太多我也这样说这是唯一能安慰我的理由....

我想我没有错怪了什麽虽然你不说都是错在我太晚我才懂爱了你太多

沒有誰能取代你在我心上我有一個專屬天使我哪裏還需要別的願望

一件黑色毛衣二个人的回忆雨过之后更难忘记忘记我还爱你

再说我爱你可能雨也不会停黑色毛衣藏在哪里就让回忆永远停在那里

我知道不能再留住你也知道不能没有骨气感激你让我拥有秋天的美丽

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳 ; 你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳

是否一颗星星变了心从前的愿望你全都给抛弃最近我无法呼吸连自己的影子都想逃避

你爱得好有趣就像一个编剧你的一举一动都谱写着未来世界也太乏味更需要编的很美像第一次见面的场景

你是我的全部但我是你的什么

我掉进爱情悬崖回想起你的可爱傻傻地还在等待以为你还会回来你的脸慢慢离开时间快将我掩埋消失得太快我负荷不来

我掉进爱情悬崖跌太深爬不出来下降的速度太快来不及踏上未来
只因为你我情不自禁这样为你证明我不再孩子气如果有一天我们老去寸步不离回忆里如镜子都是你
只因为你我情不自禁闭上眼睛心里想了想还是你不让你离开我的手心呵护着你幻想着紧抱在我怀里

Hmmm...Duno y suddenly gt mood to write my blog again....Maybe i hav to much thng to tell you but i hav no chance to say so much n duno hw to say...so i jz can write out...Haa... T.T......i thnk this tym i fall to deep d la...i ady Try to get up myself but it too difficult...Is so difficult for me...I thnk i cant recover myself so fast d...i really Try myself hard d...but still cant make it...Im too care bout u d....hahaa....This tym really deep really deep liao....actually im the who duno to exhibit myself....I jz Know care You behind You...But unluckily Gal LIke BOy to exhibit themself infront Gal...GAL wanna see the CARE...I Gt CARE u but jz duno hw to exhibit infront of u...Tht 1 of the reason I oways make u angry Bout me....haahhaa...Pls forgive for my stupid-ness....hahah....Actually every boy will say ' themself know girl very well ' But they jz lie to gal...Because every gal's style...attitude...also Not same one...Wan know a ppl well muz use very long tym to success it...I feel tht my life totally chg after You leave me....LIFELESS...My smile...My happy...My Mood...All chg...all gone...And i Jz knw You are My everyThng...Hmmm....I Love U Very DEEP Until i duno hw to describe....N NOthing can describe about I love u...I hope can b v u again...

FOR TCL................T.T

2010-02-19T19:13:00.001+08:00

走在人挤人的走道我问了自己
没有爱情的人是否会长命
那些电影常常让人感觉甜蜜
但是我不相信
坐在没有人的角落我也问自己
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我现在的心情
想看你想躲你难以决定

每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里他只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
回想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信我一定会陪你走下去

坐在没有人的角落我也问自己
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我现在的心情
想看你想躲你难以决定

每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里他只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
回想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信我一定会陪你走下去

能不能够让我再说我爱你
还是你已不想听
能不能够把你彻底的忘记
我是真的搞不清

每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里他只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
回想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信我一定会陪你走下去
只要你再相信我们会紧紧地靠在一起

Im feel Happy~

2009-10-17T16:20:00.002+08:00

Nwaday im feel happy...Nt bcaz of i get freedom or wat...Is i noticed tat u gt alot of admire...Many Ppl wana chase u...HMm....Im feel happy...=)
tREASURE it....

New SHOe....1st adidas shoe ==

2009-09-20T16:30:00.001+08:00

FInally i get it....wahaha....

1000 miss her~

2009-09-20T16:19:00.003+08:00

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I reallY Miss My her la....whn her nt here wan go whr oso no ppl acc....Haiz...BUt stick to her too much oso No gud...gt ppl will say....miss my Gf nia ma....wan her acc me nia ma....haiz....DUno wat to say la...

promises

2009-09-11T01:49:00.003+08:00

the smile whn u bside me.....

pretty

sweet~

i love u

i miss tat tym

a cute smile

LOVE U..i really LOVE

STim face..but i like

DOin wat....y feel so bored

take in art N tea

Darling smile~ i wan get tis bek

beach walk

CUte spec~!!!

really feel regret of wat i did...SRY...nw i wat oso DUn1...jz hope u 4gv me...♥DARling....Loyal to u...Wont flirt v other gal agn...Pls...pls..pls...gv me a chance.....Pls.....i wan find bek our happy hour....

唯一

2009-09-10T19:13:00.003+08:00

我的天空多么的清晰
透明的全都是过去的空气
牵着我的手是你
拌你的笑容却看不清
是否一颗星星变了心
从前的愿望你全都给抛弃~~~
最近我无法呼吸连自己的影子都想逃避

oh baby 你就是我的唯一
两个世界都变形
回去谈和容易
确定你就是我的唯一
独自对着电话说我爱你
我真的爱你~~
baby我已不能爱你多一些

是否一颗星星变了心
从前的愿望你全都给抛弃~~
最近我无法呼吸连自己的影子都想逃避

oh baby 你就是我的唯一
两个世界都变形
回去谈和容易
确定你就是我的唯一
独自对着电话说我爱你
我真的爱你~~
baby我已不能爱你多一些
其实早已超过了爱的界限

oh baby 你就是我的唯一
两个世界都变形
回去谈和容易
确定你就是我的唯一
独自对着电话说我爱你
我真的爱你
baby我已不能爱你多一些。。。。。。。。。。

whn u lost sumthng jz will knw hw important it is....

2009-09-10T18:29:00.004+08:00

Me:lau giap guan....

Done many wrong thng....i make her cry agian....make my dar angry...nw i really feel very sry to her...Im very sad...She nw Dunwn to accept my sry again...So i really DUno wat i can say....i jz knw...Whn she no sms me or no ans my call...i will feel sick...very unhappy....hope dar can 4gt tis t hng as fast as she can....N gv me a chance...Pls...whn i Lost u....i Jz realize tat u ar important to me.....everytym i act as No care u at all....BUt i jz act oni...In reality i very care u..love u...Caz of i very AI BIN...so i no show the care to u....

SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY

I knw i said 100 or even 1000 sry u oso said tat u DUn1 to hear again.....But lastly i oso wan to say SRY to u.....I LOVE U

CHANCE

2009-09-09T23:21:00.003+08:00

i make her angry....reason is i cht v the gal she dislike....i Ntg can say....jz wan ask for a chance...can???.....can 4giv me bout tat???...pls....

A promise= Bullshit......dun simply promise thng to other tis may cause the ppl get hurt whn u broke the promise.....Thnk b4 do....dun regret after done a wrong thng.....

I so SRy to u....giv me a chance pls.....

today....(if u clever u will see wat i write~!!!)

2009-09-07T01:15:00.003+08:00

today..........i duno hw to say....I thnk i should nt say "i duno hw to say"....bcz u will learn all my bad thng....seen u ar my gf....i DUn1 u to learn all my bad style....

last tym i like to flirt around...NO 1 can say u cnt flirt v gal....But nw not same....Nt gt gf ady wat...do wat oso muz thnk bout her 1st....but i thnk i ady chg alots lo....Nt like last tym....
she really Dunlike me talk to sumone...or she dunlike wat i write....i knw whn u saw it...U will feel jealousness or wat...BUt did u thnk clearly??......Whn i jealousness bout u...Hu knw...Nobody knw....i wan tel u...but i knw u sure gv me many reason....or mayb will say me...."y get jealousness so easily wan"....or mayb u will say "i din gv u any freedom"...i dun thnk i din gv u freedom lo....Sumtym i really nid u....but u realize it???...mayb u notice it But u jz act as duno everythng....u try to thnk bek JZ nw ur question In ur mind 1....try to thnk again....I not on purpose to let u feel jealousness...u knw....sumtym i scold u...u sure will show ur style to me....tat can make me softhearted n wont scold u anymore....i duno y....i really duno y.....I try to let u in everythng...gv u chance to make ur own decision....wat u like jz do it....but i thnk i let u too much u knw....But DUno y....i stil let u???.......mayb it show tat i really love u or watwat....

I hav no mood to9 too.....i cnt slp....I duno wat i nid to do nw.....

nice~!!!....My Idol~!!!....

2009-09-06T14:45:00.003+08:00

歌曲：记得我吗歌手：

陈冠希专辑：让我再次介绍我自己

陈奂仁:还记得我吗?

陈冠希:CLOT

陈奂仁:还记得我吗?

陈奂仁:CLOT

陈奂仁:还记得我吗?

陈冠希:你记得我吗记得我吗？

陈奂仁:还记得我吗?~~~

陈冠希:大家好我叫陈冠希我不知道我的名字

你有没有忘记你还记得我吗还记得我吗？

已经过了三年你们等得辛苦吗？

好久不见难道忘了我吗？

封神榜已经做完该我出场了吧开场准备好了吗？

这是第一幕已经快你三步

我不会重复总之唱片公司已经属于我时装品牌归我

潮流听我不理八挂杂志讽刺也是我你问我流行是甚么？

我没错就是我

陈奂仁:(还记得我吗？)

陈冠希:我叫陈冠希跟我念一遍

陈奂仁: (还记得我吗？)

陈冠希:甚么？大声点听不见

陈奂仁:(还记得我吗？)

陈冠希:记得我的电影唱片杂志封面

陈奂仁:(还记得我吗)

陈冠希:就算忘记你不可能看不见

陈冠希:我知道你们都好奇三年来冠希到底去了那里？

问我不如先让英皇告诉你通常被雪藏的歌手会哭泣

选择逃避可我没放弃改了措施在娱乐商场上玩企业性游戏

随机应变但是还有人在怀疑我不会做生意我在帮Levis做设计

连代言都是我的现在请你们留意我的好莱坞演技

当你害怕会忘记只要回放这首歌就会记得谁是陈冠希

陈奂仁:(还记得我吗？)

陈冠希:我叫陈冠希跟我念一遍

陈奂仁:(还记得我吗？)

陈冠希:甚么？大声点听不见

陈奂仁:(还记得我吗？)

陈冠希:记得我的电影唱片杂志封面

陈奂仁:(还记得我吗？)

陈奂仁:还记得我吗？~~~~~

陈冠希:CLOT RUN FOR ME

陈奂仁:还记得我吗？

陈冠希:我叫陈冠希跟我念一遍

陈奂仁:(还记得我吗？)

陈冠希:甚么？大声点听不见

陈奂仁:(还记得我吗？)

陈冠希:记得我的电影唱片杂志封面

陈奂仁:还记得我吗？

陈冠希:就算忘记你不可能看不见

陈奂仁:还记得我吗？

陈冠希:我叫陈冠希跟我念一遍

陈奂仁:(还记得我吗？)

陈冠希:甚么？大声点听不见

陈奂仁:(还记得我吗？)

陈冠希:记得我的电影唱片杂志封面

陈奂仁:还记得我吗？

陈冠希:就算忘记你不可能看不见

————

~~T_T~

2009-08-18T20:46:00.002+08:00

" i thnk u better got gud gud mood jz come find me"...........a line of text that i duno it contain wat...intimidate???.....Care???.....

" u Nid a long rest,Not a short rest"....a line of text that i oso Duno it contain wat??....mayb she really wan me get a rest or other???....i duno

"if like tat...den we better dun sms"...a line of text that contain feeling of hurt....n can take me to death-way

I nid sum care...sum gud word...n sum idea...
I nid u hold me tight....hug me tight...

TO BE CONTINUE...

零

2009-08-17T18:14:00.002+08:00

从来不相信我的世界可以有多完美
痛苦寂寞还有一些疲惫
不允许他人随意进入我的零度空间
宁愿孤独懒得再去想谁
两个人一起是否只是得到一种安慰
挣脱过去然后忘记一切
没想过有天我的结局忽然全部改变
谁会抓住我的无力双臂
怎么会哭谁错谁对为谁抱歉
不会再哭谁错谁对为谁憔悴
走入零度空间等到一切分裂就算爱的危险我们一起面对
来不及的防备没听过的誓言要我怎么学会多了爱的明天
走出零度空间终于一切分裂就算爱的很累我却不会后悔
放下所有防备一切都无所谓逃出黑暗世界开始新的明天
新的明天

两个人一起是否只是得到一种安慰
挣脱过去然后忘记一切
没想过有天我的结局忽然全部改变
谁会抓住我的无力双臂
怎么会哭谁错谁对为谁抱歉
不会再哭谁错谁对为谁憔悴
走入零度空间等到一切分裂就算爱的危险我们一起面对
来不及的防备没听过的誓言要我怎么学会多了爱的明天
走出零度空间终于一切分裂就算爱的很累我却不会后悔
放下所有防备一切都无所谓逃出黑暗世界开始新的明天
新的明天

走出零度空间终于一切分裂
就算爱的很累我却不会后悔
放下所有防备一切都无所谓
逃出黑暗世界开始新的明天

新的明天

新的世界

寂寞先生

2009-08-16T01:29:00.004+08:00

你的笑容是恩惠
世界难得那麽美
於是追要你陪
可惜本能终会将美丽汗水化成泪水
黑夜之所以会黑
叫醒人心里的鬼
在游说在萦回
在体内是什麽在把我摧毁在伤痕累累
我可以无所谓
寂寞却一直掉眼泪
人类除了擅长颓废做什麽都不对
Oh … I’m not okay
我假装无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废就会越多安慰
无论多虚伪
空虚并非是词汇
能够形容的魔鬼
它支配着行为
能摆脱寂寞我什麽都肯给就像个傀儡
我可以无所谓
寂寞却一直掉眼泪
人类除了擅长颓废做什麽都不对
Oh … I’m not okay
我假装无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废就会越多安慰
我假装无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废就会越多安慰
无论有虚伪

Paddle For Hope....Bon Odori

2009-07-19T01:50:00.004+08:00

July Of 18...i wont 4gt tis day...is so Meaningful For me...MOrning 5.00am wakeup...Ready to go to Qb...for Charity Event....To raise fund for local charities and also to list in the Malaysia Book of Record for the "longest distance paddling relay in a dragon boat"....our TEam ANAK MALAYSIA was rOw 2tym in tis event.....1st Tym i Jz b the Drumer....feeling weird...bcaz tis is the 1st tym...i b drumer...wahaha...Respond SO KAYU~!!!....2nd Tym...wahaha...i b the roweR....woHooo...siok...BUt my hand...PAin~!!!...(MuMMy help me!!!!!!!!!).......after finish the round.....I keep thnking to9 wan bring My dar dar go BOn odori....BUt i scare i was late to meet her up....i keep rushing my teammAte ( SEND ME HOME NW)......tis whole evening...i SO miss my dar dar...really so miss her...jz can hear her sound through MY Phone...so sad....Finally i get bek On 7Pm Onward~!!
Den i having my VERY SIMPLE dinner v my mum n Bro....N keep Rushing to do my thng(bath...N so On...haha) to meet my DAR dar....Bcaz she told me THat she very hungry.....So On 8++Pm....i go to her hostel to fetch her...whn her get up to my CAr...suddenly she say SRY to me softly....I Dun y...But lastly i knw Y...IN the MOment i knw Y...I gt feel abit Touch(haha...paiseh to say out)...(XIANG BU DAO SHe will say sry)...den bring her go BUy thng eat den go to BON odori....haahaa....when we reach thr....Ady 950Pm sumthng d(Bcaz difficult to find parking)....when go near the stage to watch thier performance....HW Knw....THey say is The Tym to see The (ASAP BUNGA).....den Countdown(Wow too fast d...i jz come nia wor...wan end d ar....)10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1.....(Phew Phew BANG BANG...PIng POng PIANg)....After see The (ASAP BUNGA) we ar ready to bek d...jz go thr for few MINutes...cHAm...On the way to take My car....ACCIDENT...was COming
to.........................................................ME...........................................................................................................................Oh SHit.....................................The Malay GUy.............................ride his MOtor to BANG me.......WTF.........................luckily Din get any injured(ANG KONG PO PI)........Den me N my dar go to ISland REd cafe to Take supper....wahaha....serving too slow d....haiz.....aftertaT send her bek to hostel n talk v her until 130am....oni I bek home....actually i dun1 bek eh....buT To Bad...im a Gud Boy....mus hear wat mummy order....hahaha....SO My July of 18....Over d....Today So meaningful for me......DAR I LOVE U

NO topic...jz write siok

2009-07-14T02:32:00.002+08:00

Darling ah DArling~!!!.....i DUno y nwaday...i feel tat u gt a Lil bit chging jor u knw....wrong impression N Keep thnking NEgative....i Duno y...haiz...last tym U nt like tat eh u Knw....BUt whn i asked u y will like tat...the final ans U gv me is..." ME gv u gt aneh eh feel"....OHs NO....I din...i really DUno tat i gv u gt aneh eh feeling u knw....i really DUno....HAiz...Everytym say tiok tis thng nia...U sure cry...U knw tat I dun like u cry....but unluckily u still like to cry...Haiz....sumtym i really Duno wat can i Do to STOP u....HAIz...N wan to tel u sumthng on tis Blog...Bcaz i Not dare to said infront of u....caz u sure Gt many reason For me Or u sure Angry me..... i knw..I hope whn i feel jealousness Bout Sumthng den U will knw wat is it la(dun ask me tis infront of me d, i wOnt tel u wat is it,Try to thnk urself)(all boy oso Dun like eh Thng)...N i really Dun like ur Pek cek eh style...Dun tel me tat U cNT chg...Nothing is imposible...N u haven try hw u knw u cnt do it...In The end of tis passage....I wan to let u knw...I Love u MOre den Love myself...u knw....whn u face any problem i try to help u to solve it...whn u wan me to do sumthng for u...I said i Dun1...But lastly i oso DO for u??.....I Hope u will knw.... (DUn ANgry After read Tis)

rushing assignment~~~

2009-05-15T01:43:00.002+08:00

Rushing assignment~!!!><........but nt me ...is my darling.....Tis few day she look sulk....haiz...Sry ya...darling...i see u like tat i oso Cnt do anythng to help u....i wanna try to help her on her assignment...BUt.....I duno hw to do...i really dUno hw to do...I jz can sit bside her n see wat she doin....HAIz....So Sry darling...my darling Holiday Coming soon d lo...but mine wan still long....haiz...She will bek to her hometown bout 2weeks...mean tat i will b alone for 2weeks agn....Haiz...darling i miss u very much....I love u.....

Finally~ her Bek

2009-05-04T00:55:00.002+08:00

Woohoo....finally my darling bek to me d lo....i can hug her...kiss her...N BUlly her(haha Jz kiding)...But jz for 5 days...after 5 days she will bek to hometown again...n i will alone again...haiz...hope tis 5 days dun pass too fast ya....den i can oways b v her d lo...hahahaa....or hope she bek her hometown 2 week Once....but cnt caz her Mummy daddy....wan her go bek....haiz....really miss my darling whn her go bek lo...haiz....I love U my Darling!!!

DEAR

2009-05-03T13:33:00.002+08:00

我轻轻地尝一口
你说的爱我
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻地尝一口
这香浓的诱惑
我喜欢的样子你都有

你爱过头竟然答应我
要给我蜂蜜口味的生活加
一颗奶球我搅拌害羞
将甜度调高后再牵手
你的爱太多想随身带走
想你的时候就吃上一口
我温热着被呵护的感受
却又担心降温了要求
我尝着你话里面的奶油溜啊溜
听过的每句话都很可口呦啊呦
那些多余的画面全被跳过
你的眼中只有我
我轻轻地尝一口你说的爱我
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻地尝一口这香浓的诱惑
我喜欢的样子你都有
我轻轻地尝一口你说的爱我
舍不得吃会微笑的糖果
我轻轻地尝一口份量虽然不多
却将你的爱完全吸收

我微笑着让香味停留
缘分走到这也赖着不走
像夹心饼干中间有甜头
继续下去不需要理由
我尝着你话里面的奶油溜啊溜
听过的每句话都很可口呦啊呦
那些多余的画面全被跳过
你的眼中只有我
我轻轻地尝一口你说的爱我
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻地尝一口这香浓的诱惑
我喜欢的样子你都有
我轻轻地尝一口你说的爱我
舍不得吃会微笑的糖果
我轻轻地尝一口份量虽然不多
却将你的爱完全吸收
我轻轻地尝一口你说的爱我
还在回味你给过的温柔
我轻轻地尝一口味道香浓的说
我喜欢的样子你都有
我轻轻地尝一口你说的爱我
舍不得吃会微笑的糖果
我轻轻地尝一口份量虽然不多
却将你的爱完全吸收~~End~~

I really miss her very much

2009-05-02T12:07:00.002+08:00

haiz...she Go bek to her hometown d....leave me alone In penang...haiz...so bored nia....even if she open webcam to me but i wan the real her...haiz...life without her really suck...i really really very miss her la....hope her cn come bek to me nw...i wan hug her tight....but nw cnt...haiz~!!!...I feel sumthng...although we start our relationship no longer....but it feel like we ady start long tym ago d...hahaha...dunNo y i feel like tat...mayb i too love her d gua...hahaha...

I LOVE my darling~...(miss her)

2009-04-30T23:49:00.005+08:00

HAlo...tis all about Me N my darling....About her: frm kedah lo....nw study at EQUATOR ACADEMY....course: INTERIOR DESIGN.....haha...she pretty bo??....PretTy bo???.....sure pretty la...I love her very much...i swear to her i`m serious with her..not play play to her( i thnk she knw I`m serious too)..

I feel happy whn her bside me....i hope her can oways b v me...nwaday i thnk i cnt live without her...hahah...i feel suffering whn bek to her Hometown...haiz...i so MIss her nia....but she muz bek to hometown to visit her family on every weekend(especially her mum)..she love her family much...~~!!!!!

i wan sing a sOng to her...if her bside me nw.... hahaa

等待一点一滴

你对我感到安心

感觉朋友关系有了新的默契
便利商店里

谁也买不到

我们最想要的东西

只握在　

喜欢的人手上

给我你的爱

让我陪着你去未来

给我你的爱手拉着手　不放开

就算宇宙爆炸海水都蒸发只愿你的记忆里有我的拥抱
我的最大幸福

是发现了我爱你

灵魂　有了意义

用每一天珍惜便利商店里

谁也买不到

我们最想要的东西

只握在　

喜欢的人手上

给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来

给我你的爱手拉着手　不放开

就算宇宙爆炸海水都蒸发只愿你的记忆里有我的拥抱
雨和天空也有相爱的可能

望着你的微笑情不自禁
给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来

给我你的爱手拉着手　不放开

就算地球毁灭来不及流泪只愿你的记忆里有我的拥抱

DArling....I really love u.....thx u for gving me a chance to b urs~!!!

i will treasure U...trust me....Ok....whn u bek to penang i bring u to the place u like ok...mwahX...I love u...I LOVE U

I get a pretty princess~

2009-04-27T20:57:00.003+08:00

wow...wow....my princess~~!!!......err dunno wat to say...hahah...y??...duno y???....actually is dunno hw to write la....wahaha....April of 26...1130pm....i get her....my pretty princess~!...so happy...haha dunno wat to say d la...jz wanna to say i love u....

I`m bek

2009-04-23T13:22:00.003+08:00

Harlo everyone....Sry for Long tym no updating My blog.... caz Bz(i thnk is LAZY)...haha....today 23 of april....Im bek....i gt sumthng wn to tel my fren....guess wat is it??.....haha...im sure all of u wont guess wat im wnna to tel u....haha...22 of april bout 11 sumthng...i went to beach bhind Paradise Hotel...I saw MeTEor...wow....1st tym i saw it..It move very fast...frm there to there....hahaha....Many ppl say whn see meteor muz make a wish....n our dream can come true...SO i make a wish....BUt dunno my dream can come true bo???......haha...u wan to knw wat i wish???...hahaha........

310....My BIrthday(rmb it)

2009-03-11T14:15:00.003+08:00

Woohoo!!! march 10(310) was my bday...haha...today im ady 18 d lo...for my fren hu was stil 17(mei theng)....Dun jealous la...hahaha....caz ur Bday soon wat...u oso Nearly 18 d ma...wahahaha..anyway i wana to thx all Hu wish me....N thx ur present...i will treasure it....

thx:Mum,bro,Yj,Yk,Melissa,Bithiah,Ken,Darren,Choo Ning,Cui Nii,Cai Qian,Aun Chi,Kai Jun,Guan Kun,Cheryl,Shu Hui,Yi Xian,Zi Hao,Adream,Jia Jin,Li Ann,Evlyn,Keat Yong,Elaine,Steven,Huan Sheng,Grace,Tian Jing,Hanson,Mei Theng....

I LOve U aLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bday Wish-list

2009-03-02T19:51:00.007+08:00

310......is an important day!!!....for me...i came to tis World on tis day...haha.....

1.Hope My Mum allow me to tattooing On hand or leg(I nt wana B paikia...jz for art)

2.New car(i thnk tis is Sure BUy d)

3.New Laptop(tis too for collage use)

4.NIke's soft shoe(if buy tis sure get scold eh..so many shoe d)

5.New spec(i hope is lens)

6.Trip to Australia or New Zealand(0.1% nia tis...Caz uncle frm NZ come bek soon)

7.DUn get bad result(spm....but i thnk is too LATE)

8.A princess(mature n can social intercourse..)

9.Face dUn gt so much pimples(haha...slp early la,guan)

10.A new aircon in my room(haha...i dun1 oways slp in mum's room)

IS tat our Fortune's wheel???

2009-02-28T21:17:00.002+08:00

2006(nike's 3on3)=Quater final
2006(pulau tikus's 3on3)=Quater final
2007(nike's 3on3)=Quater final
2007(AND1's 3on3)=Quater final
2008(nike's 3on3)=Quater final
2009(Gossip's 3on3)=Quater final 7-1...7-5...2-3...3-4...2-5...4-1...5-2...(4win 3lose)
2009(nike's 3on3)=???
2009(AND1's 3on3)=???

Y oways end On Quater Final eh....haiz...

Me....

2009-02-22T21:55:00.008+08:00

Gt any chg??.....hahahah

My Valentine's day

2009-02-19T17:21:00.003+08:00

Feb of 14...Is valentine day...all the road is Full of couple....n the single jz can find fren to hang out Tgt...hahaha...tis year i'm ady 18....But i'm was lonely 17years for valentine's day... hahaha...jz 1 year gt valentine V me oni....Im so sad...haha....Today i was bored in the evening...bcaz i din hav any thng to ready for me valentine....for other boy hu gt valentine....they bz to Buy tis Buy tat...such as flower..chocolate...Tis Tat...n so ON...i sit infront of my Pc for whole evening....BOred enuf....the day starting to dark...the road oso starting to JAm...N couple On the road oso starting more den earlier....i feeling very boring...N i cant tahan anymore..so sms my fren(aun chi)" hu was single too"...hahah....ask her whr her nw....she said v fren at winter warmers....so i go find them...den bout 1030....i leave thr....i go E-gate to find other fren(cui ni , elaine N jia wen)....we go Old town....sembang DAn makan... haha...but they bullying me...they ask me to treat all...zzz...They jz gv me rm10 oni....but the bill is about rm30++....OMg..... ppl hu gt valentine oni will waste money on tat day...but i din hav valentine...OSo waste money on tat day... lol...zzz...we sit at E-gate's old town nearly 1am...VAlentine's day was Over...

Gt a bad news is....whn i went home by motor.....suddenly gt bird pang sai "BIRD SHIT"...On my Nike shirt....Wow....1am ++ d...taT bird cant slp hor..midnight d wor...y wakeup pang sai...LOL..fck the bird..tat nike shirt is expensive u knw....Grrrrrrrrr....is tat "bird shit" is my valentine present...Lol...hahaha....mayb tat bird oso single la...den cnt slp in the night so come out pang sai GUA.....HAHAHA....

Anyway....valentine day is over....Waiting for nex year valentine day...i hope gt valentine v me...I dun1 alone for 18years again....

Thaipusam!!!!

2009-02-13T23:06:00.011+08:00

初九nite....Tee gong's nite

2009-02-03T02:07:00.006+08:00

初九nite....i go my grandma has for praying "TEE GONG"......after praying "Tee Gong".....whole family start gambling...wahahah...long tym no gambling v them d...hahaha....My uncle b banker tat nite....he win rm7++ N he is the big winner at the nite...wahahaha....me jz win rm2 oni nia...haiz...SO few....hehe...but nvm la....important is happy den can d la.....wahahaha

ME!!!!! Giap Guan

三人游

2009-02-02T02:29:00.005+08:00

三人游 - 方大同

有些话你选择不对他说
你说某种脆弱
我才感同身受
我永远都愿意当个听众
安慰你的痛
保护着你从始至终
就算你的爱
属于他了
就算你的手
他还牵着
就算你累了
我会在这
一人留...两人疚...三人游
悄悄的...远远的....或许舍不得
默默地... 静静地... 或许很值得
我还在某处守候着
说不定这也是一种幸福的资格
至少我们中还有人能快乐.....这样就已足够了
有些话我选择保持沉默
别把实话说破
隐藏我的寂寞
你的情绪依然把我牵动
躲在你心中
角落的心事我能懂.

就算你的爱... 属于他了.....就算你的手.... 他还牵着......就算你累了
我会在这
一人留.... 两人疚.... 三人游
悄悄的.... 远远的.... 或许舍不得
默默地.... 静静地... 或许很值得
我还在某处守候着
说不定这也是一种幸福的资格....至少我们中还有人能快乐这样就已足够了
不知道不知道不知道
为什么为什么我的爱
我的怀抱留不住你的离开
却总在等待着你回来
一人留... 两人疚... 三人游
悄悄的... 远远的... 或许舍不得
默默地... 静静地... 或许很值得
我还在某处守候着.....说不定这也是一种得不到的.... 却美好的
至少我们中还有人能快乐......这样就已足够了
至少我们中还有人能快乐这样就已经够了 ............................................................................

Whn i listen to tis song.....i feel very relax...n i like tis song very much....i feel tat the lyric very meaningful for me....hahaha.....

原来

2009-01-30T03:24:00.002+08:00

街灯绊住我眼前.....下一步拉长的影子........嘲弄的回顾......电话亭仍留着你的话一句话掉一滴泪.....今晚的我会是如何入睡......
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪........原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语...........我不懂得如何更爱你............影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离...........原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你............原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己.........你收的干净.....我也会不留一点痕迹
说故事也要像是真的.......可是别触动那些回忆.........今夜你说了最后一句......一句话掉一滴泪.........看来今晚的我很难入睡........
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪............原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语........我不懂得如何更爱你..........影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离..........原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你..........原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己......你收的干净我也会不留一点痕迹........
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪..........原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语............我不懂得如何更爱你.........影子讽刺地跟我难分难离........原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你.........原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己你收的干净......我也会不留一点痕迹

chinese new year life........I get freedom

2009-01-30T01:16:00.004+08:00

In K ma hse...wahahah

seng keat teeth so white....hahaha,kooi ling bhind

red line???.......

i holding her hand....would u marry me???

she holding my hand....hahaha

My gf!!!!...wahahah...too young d....

Me n kooi ling In MARtini.......drunk

JAn 29....we go watch UNDerworld....finally im 18...hahah

MARTINI!!!!!!!!!!!..........................i love it......

.....i get freedom!!!!!!!!....tis few day...almost everyday i hang out V my fren...i go watch mv v fren...go singing...clubbing....lepaking... go fren hse steamboat-ing...n Dying hair together....wow Nw my life full of colour.... BUt i feel sorrow bcaz....din hav a lover bside of me....i promise myself....i will find a gud gal....I will care her...will love her...N marry her.....hahahah.....i wont let her feel regret whn i belongs to her....n i will tell her "Im Yours"...hahah...im fiNish my speech...haha....

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL.......

some memories In 美珍香...hahah

2009-01-30T01:00:00.005+08:00

WOW.... hu tat guy...so open

slp With......肉干

Yeng??.........i dun thnk so

So cold....hehe...-10'c

nt funny..........

kooi ling.....N seng keat

act serious tat yellow shirt guy...

teaching...bbq-ing

hahaha....siao guan

poZER!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah!!!!!!!.....finally i finish my work.....hehe....tis work so swink but i oso done it....by 1 7 days....nex year i wont for it again...hahaha...if u wan i can intro for u.....hehehe

安静....

2009-01-12T22:56:00.001+08:00

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天睡著的大提琴安静的旧旧的.....

我想你已表现的非常明白我懂我也知道你没有舍不得.....

你说你也会难过我不相信牵著你陪著我也只是曾经希望他是真的比我还要爱你我才会逼自己离开....

你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开为什么还要我用微笑来带过我没有这种天份包容你也接受他不用担心的太多我会一直好好过.....

你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开为什么我连分开都迁就著你我真的没有天份安静的没这么快我会学著放弃你是因为我太爱你....

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天睡著的大提琴安静的旧旧的....

我想你已表现的非常明白我懂我也知道你没有舍不得....

你说你也会难过我不相信牵著你陪著我也只是曾经希望他是真的比我还要爱你我才会逼自己离开....

你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开为什么还要我用微笑来带过我没有这种天份包容你也接受他不用担心的太多我会一直好好过....

你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开为什么我连分开都迁就著你我真的没有天份安静的没这么快我会学著放弃你是因为我太爱你....

你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开为什么还要我用微笑来带过我没有这种天份包容你也接受他不用担心的太多我会一直好好过....

你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开为什么我连分开都迁就著你我真的没有天份安静的没这么快我会学著放弃你是因为我太爱你....

today....enjoy....

2009-01-07T21:18:00.004+08:00

Actually today i will go wacthing "Australia" v my fren xue ping eh...hu knw...her mum today off...SO her mum ask her to aCc her Mum go shopping...So Xueping cnt acc me Go watching Movies d...Owh Sad...den i Sms wen hui...She say she Busy to cleaning Hse...because Chinese new year is Coming sOOn....HAiz......i go ask my JI Mui....Aun chi....so unlucky she said she SIck....cannot go out v me....HAIz...After tat I ask My fren...Elaine(LOOK LIKE JOLIN).....wanna Go watch Movies???.....she said she Gonna hang out ltr...N She said she will Go REd box today...ask me wanna Join...My ans sure Is yea la...hahaha...She said Cui NI(LONG LEg gaL) N jia Wen(most scary gal=sound loud gal) will go too.... Im scared Im nt welcum....n I scared cuI NI n Jia wen will mind tat i suddenly Join v them....BUt They said...nvm is ok...come join...Wow....den lastly i join them....me N elaine go On 3 o clock....Tat 2 gal...Nt yt reach....So me N elaine go in 1st lo...Hu knw...The red box gal...gv us room 62....Is the last room of red box....tat room had many evil story b4...So im So scared....ZZZ....scare anythng Happen....hahaha...im so cowardice...haha....zzz....bout 3.30 sumthng tat 2 gal reach...haha....4 of us Having alot of fun is tat evil's room...hahaha.....lol...==....we sang till 6 o clock....den they say wanna go for shopping....den Me folo them lo....den i notice tat gal is very scary....hahaha....They go shoe Point.....Testing many pair of shoe....But jz buy 1 pair....lol....hahahaha....den we go kim GAry....we ate Many thng there...N we hav many topic to talk whn at there...hahaha....full enuf....after finish our dinner...i notice tat ady 8.15o clock d....i 4gt i promise my mum i'll back on 6 o clock....So i go bek immediacy....I scared i'll get scold....luckily my Mum mood gud...so im no get scold....hahaha...Im so enjoy for today....Hope nex tym will hang out v them again....caz will get alot of fun....But i thnk i oni can hang out v them after new year d....caz i gonna to work from JAn 9 - jan 25 d.....haIz....

轨迹

2009-01-07T14:13:00.002+08:00

怎么隐藏......
我的悲伤失去你的地方你的发香
散的匆忙我已经跟不上闭上眼睛　
还能看见你离去的痕迹在月光下　
一直找寻那想念的身影..........
如果说分手是苦痛的起点那在终点之前我愿意再爱一遍想要对你说的不敢说的爱会不会有人可以明白.........
我会发着呆　
然后忘记你接着紧紧闭上眼想着那一天
会有人代替让我不再想念你.............
我会发着呆
然后微微笑接着紧紧闭上眼又想了一遍　
你温柔的脸在我忘记之前.........
闭上眼睛　
还能看见你离去的痕迹在月光下　
一直找寻那想念的身影.......
如果说分手是苦痛的起点那在终点之前我愿意再爱一遍想要对你说的不敢说的爱会不会有人可以明白...........
我会发着呆　
然后忘记你接着紧紧闭上眼想着那一天
会有人代替让我不再想念你.......
我会发着呆　
然后忘记你接着紧紧闭上眼想着那一天
会有人代替让我不再想念你.........
我会发着呆　
然后微微笑接着紧紧闭上眼又想了一遍　
你温柔的脸在我忘记之前...............
心里的眼泪模糊了视线你已快看不见.......

开不了口

2009-01-07T14:00:00.003+08:00

.............才离开没多久就开始担心今天的你过得好不好....
............整个画面是你想你想的睡不著........
..........嘴嘟嘟那可爱的模样..........
.......还有在你身上香香的味道..........
.....我的快乐是你想你想的都会笑.........
.....没有你在我有多难熬........
.........没有你烦我有多烦恼...........
.....穿过云层我试著努力向你奔跑........
.......爱才送到你却已在别人怀抱..........
......就是开不了口让她知道...........
........我一定会呵护著你也逗你笑...........
....你对我有多重要...........
.....我后悔没让你知道..........
........安静的听你撒娇看你睡著一直到老.......
.....就是开不了口让她知道....
....就是那么简单几句我办不到....
.......整颗心悬在半空.....
....我只能够远远看著.....
.....这些我都做得到但那个人已经不是我.....
....没有你在我有多难熬......
...没有你烦我有多烦恼......
...穿过云层我试著努力向你奔跑......
......爱才送到你却已在别人怀抱.....
........就是开不了口让她知道......
...........我一定会呵护著你也逗你笑.....
.......你对我有多重要.....
....我后悔没让你知道.....安静的听你撒娇看你睡著一直到老.....
......就是开不了口让她知道....
...就是那么简单几句我办不到....
.....整颗心悬在半空我只能够远远看著....
.......这些我都做得到但那个人已经不是我......

Finally i get!!!

2009-01-05T00:46:00.004+08:00

see ME There????

So happy today...finally i get it...wow...i love it.....

I LOVE Manchester United....

MOst happy day after dec 24!!!!

2009-01-02T16:23:00.005+08:00

Finally she belong to sum1...tat is My fren...i thnk nt my fren la...Is my bro caz i treat him as MY Bro...i knw tis GUy 8-9 years ago...they nw ar 1 pair...hope they oways happy...N wont hav any unhappy thng happen on them.....Hope him will care her everytym...N try to giv her everythng she wan....make rite decision for her...caz her is a ppl HU dunno hw to make own decision....i thnk he can lead her to the rite ways....caz i trust him...he can do it..me N him stil fren...GOD bless Them....

你哭着拿下银手链还我的时候....最近你躲我有了理由....别说我的爱让你惭愧....不配拥有....珍惜不就是温柔....当你说抱歉爱上了我的好朋友.....原来心酸比心痛难受.....茫然的走到了门口....倔强还是念旧.....我听见我回头......说你们要快乐要天长地久.....你们没有错爱是自由....走出这扇门后.....至少我还有辽阔.....你们要快乐要.....紧紧牵手....你们不幸福.....我会难过....成全最爱的人....不是为了看着她寂寞.....当你说抱歉爱上了我的好朋友....原来心酸比心痛难受....茫然的走到了门口....倔强还是念旧....我听见我回头说....你们要快乐要天长地久.....你们没有错....爱是自由....走出这扇门后....至少我还有辽阔.....你们要快乐.....要紧紧牵手....你们不幸福....我会难过.....成全最爱的人不是为了看着她寂寞....过去曾让你笑得更甜不代表有权利要你纠结.....虽然遗憾爱情也有它的季节.....风不能吹就做最潇洒落叶......你们要快乐要天长地久....你们没有错.....爱是自由走出这扇门....后至少我还有辽阔.....你们要快乐要.....紧紧牵手....你们不幸福.....我会难过成.....全最爱的人不是为了看着她寂寞....

Is tis song singing on me???...hahaha.....YAYA.....I thnk so....

new year eve Nite....HAppy N Sad( im 18 d)

2009-01-01T02:32:00.007+08:00

OI....aun chi ar...eye pAin la...Im talking v ppl eh u knw

Bro:benny,guan,keat yong N andy...Whr is danny

new year eve NIte In sega.....hahaha....quite fun

see My ear SO red........

Come.....drink again...

me....hahaha....i love heineken

In G hotel toilet...nt yt drunk....

today new year eve...i gt abit happy but oso gt abit sadness too....Happy is i hav a fun day In segafredo...Me n my fren....settle 4 bucket heineken....hahaha...we tot tat we cnt finish it...but lastly we settle it...hahah...BUt i spend many money On tis 4 bucket(wanna get scold d)...hahah...lol...N another thng is I meet all My primary fren...My geng In tuition....My bro(danny...benny...andy...Lian yan N summore...i 4gt wat thier name d).....Lol....swt....caz im drunk whn they intro themself...i jz rmb abit nia...they ar(wen tai...ah qing N beckham) other i 4gt d...sry...hahaha.....sad is I saw my fren hug her...they look like gt abit obliquity..n i feel it too...hope my feeling wrong lo..zzz..i gt abit jealousness but I cant do wat too...:(

Anyway....2008 is over d...N nw is 2009 d...n me grow up d....ady 18 d...Muz thnking mature d...wont fooling around d(but Whn v fren or bro can gua)..serious in evrythng..work harder..Fight for my life..My future..My dream...My welfare...My family....Myself....hahaha...wish all of You....happy new year....hope all of u gt a happiness 2009....n wish u all dream come true...

Attention: sry for all....if tis blog gt any alternate problem..PLs 4gv me..hahah..caz i write whn i was drunk....nw head tight enuf....BYebye...gud nite...i LOve u all....

没题目

2008-12-30T02:39:00.001+08:00

女孩，当你说没有好男人时请看看!!!女孩，当你说没有好男人时请看看♂　　十岁以前，就不说了，无非是淘气和不懂事。　　　　十三、四岁的时候，开始对女孩有好感，但是那时候他离女孩远远的，并且以讨厌女孩自居，生怕被同伴嘲笑。　　　　十五岁的时候，听到大人们说某某男人好花，把女朋友甩了，女孩自杀了。他觉得这人真狠毒，自己将来一定要做个痴情的男人，一定要一生只爱一个人。　　　　十六岁的时候，他喜欢上了一个女孩，但是他不敢和她说。仍然和往常一样，脏兮兮的在灰土飞扬的操场上踢球。只在女孩走出校门的时候，躲在二层的窗户上看她的背影,他觉得她一定是个天使。　　　　十七岁的时候，有个女孩喜欢上了他，但是他离她很远，他心里面只有自己那个女孩，他觉得看别的女孩都是对她的不忠。　　　　十八岁的时候，看了一个MTV，感动得想哭，他想，如果自己的女孩失去了双眼，他一定会毫不犹豫的把自己的眼睛给她，让她能看到光明。　　　　十九岁的时候，高考了。终于和自己暗恋的女孩分别，坐火车去学校的时候，感觉自己离她越来越远，心像被掏空了一样。还在想自己一定不会忘记她，等到自己成功以后一定要去找她。　　　　二十岁的时候，听到有人讲黄色笑话，觉得这人真可耻。　　二十一岁的时候，她的回信中告诉他，自己有了男朋友。偷偷的哭了一个晚上。　　　　二十二岁的时候，他向一个女孩表白，女孩说“你是个好人，可是我还小。”他想，我的确是个好人，他说“没关系，我可以等你。”心想，我不会像那些花心的人一样，三年五年我也能等。　二十三岁的时候，说自己还小的女孩和一个帅哥恋爱了。他很纳闷，长大原来可以这快。　　　　二十四岁的时候，他又向一个女孩表白，女孩说“你是个好人，可是我并不适合你。” 他纳闷很久，我是好人你怎么还不适合我呢？　　　　二十五岁的时候，他又追求一个女孩，女孩接受了他。他开始很幸福的为未来拼搏，他想，一时的开心只是暂时的，只有努力拼搏，他和她才能有快乐的未来，但是，半年以后，女孩和他分手了。只是因为另外一个男孩会说让她开心的话。女孩说“你是个好人，是我对不起你。”他似乎明白了问题所在，他是个好人。　　　　二十六岁的时候，他开始堕落，交网友。打扮得时尚而酷，而且渐渐的学习着讨好女孩的话。不久，他有了个女朋友，虽然他对她也很好，可是，他心里知道，自己并不爱她。　　　　二十七岁的时候，他和女孩分手了。他对女孩说“你是个好女孩，是我对不起你。”　　　　二十八岁的时候，他尝试了一夜情，发现别人能做的，自己也一样。　　　　二十九岁的时候，他学会了讲黄色笑话，并且以看旁边的女孩子脸红为乐趣。　　三十岁的时候，他忽然发现自己变得很有能力追求到女孩，但是却没有了爱的能力。于是　他在自己QQ上写下了如下的话

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其实每个男孩，本来都是想做一个感情专一的好男人的。　　　　其实每个男孩，本来看女孩子都是看脸而不是胸部的。　　其实每个男孩，本来都是不会讲黄色笑话的。　　　　其实每个男孩，本来都是渴望爱一个人直到永远的。　　　　只是，没有任何女孩爱这样的男孩，她们觉得这样的男孩太幼稚，太古板，没有情趣。　　　　于是男孩开始改变，变成女孩喜欢的那种嘴角挂着坏坏的笑,玩世不恭或者幽默。　　　开始学会说甜言蜜语而不是心里想说的话开始学会假装关心，学会给女孩送小饰物讨好她，学会如何追求，如何把握爱情。或者看破红尘，游戏情场，成为女人恨恨的那种男人。　　　　他们可以很容易俘获女孩子的心但是他们也会在黑的夜里叼着烟流泪：心里有爱的时候，没有女孩；有了女孩，却永远没有了爱的感觉。　　在听到女人抱怨世上没有一个好男人时候，他们不会再去努力做个好男人，只是微笑着擦肩而过......

Today......a view Of her Back....

2008-12-30T01:18:00.002+08:00

today whn i was work...she n my fren was sitting at opposite my work place(OLD town)...Actually i wan to go to greeting to all...Include her.....but I have No courage to did it...Im scare...wat She will say again...SO i No go to greeting to all....haiz...im so cowardice....HAHa....den suddenly Yong syh come n find me...he ask me bout his shoulder N mouth Gt red or turgescence or nt....i tot wat was Happen to him... i tot he eat wrong eat N sensitivity...HU knw...he tel me..." tat siao zha Bo Do me eh la....she go up car NIa jiu do me d...siao zha bo lai....."............den i act dunno ask him Hu is it.....He say"evlyn".....Lol.......zzz........i tel him..."I hope IM U".....But nw cant ady...everythng is ady happen....IS reality...nt a dream.... n i wanna tel all of u....GUy...if u wanna let ppl do u....LIke (bite U)....Pls dun blame ppl....caz is U come forward to ask Ppl did it....so dun blame Ppl after tat thng had happen...Thx....i knw if sum guy see tis blog sure SAy sum bad thng Bout me...But i dun care...caz i jz say the truth...........
whn they wanna bek....i saw her....but nt her face......i jz hav a view of her back......i miss her.....really....really....is truth...

1st tym Accident...luckily No injure

2008-12-29T01:08:00.003+08:00

WOow....finally I accident...wOow...hahaa...today My cousin smS me whn finish work go to grandma hse...CAz gt a Big surprise...haha...tat Is My auntie n her family come Bek frM australia...wOOw....SO whn i finish work i oni knw tat Is a raining day...den i drive Slowly...N i Notice tat My fuel Wn finish soon...So i go to lorong Kulit there eh Shell...to increase My fuel to FULl....haha...after TAt I continues drive to My grandma Hse...Whn at A corner...I wan slow down My motor N turn..so i press break.... HU Knw....Suddenly My Motor unbalance n crash....N Me fall frm the motor...lol....Luckily No car at My back....if Not.....HAHAHA......i thnk I wanna SAy byebye to all My fren d...N tel them we Meet in The HELL ya....hahahaha...lol....den Gt a MAlay Guy come N help me....He say"BoleH...Bolehkah kamu???"...den i say"Boleh".......He say"ada cedera tak...MAu pi Hospital tak??"....ME say"tak apa la..sedikit Saja...tak apa tak apa".....he help me drive My motor to roadside...den he go...lol...hahah....Wow....Luckily I no injure....ABo dunno hw....BUT my rain COat.....Broken......hahaha...nvm la....tmr go buy new 1 den can...hahah...LOl....ZZz.....

1st tym Accident....tat feel Is NO gud....caz whn accident..i scare I will lost My Life...or my leg...or hand...Or Head...hahah.....

We ar week....N we Jz act strong....><

2008-12-28T01:28:00.000+08:00

Is Tis MOtor SUit for me???...................................tis few day my mood totally down......haiz...dun1 to say it again d....caz whn i thnk tiok...My tear will flow out again...haha....gal can cry...boy oso can cry eh....hahaha....caz all of us Oni a normal ppl....we Nt superman or incredible man..CAn save the whole world....But sumtym SUperman N incredible man OSo hav sum sensation problem...N we jz a HUman being...we hav our own sensation problem too...Sumtym we Very week...Jz act strong N dun1 let ppl look down us oni...

drunk or nt??.....My lonely(fake Smile)

2008-12-27T16:24:00.000+08:00

tis Pic is take after having a bottle of HEIneken..........

M i drunk...haha...NO...im nt...I jz drink sum alcohol oni...den my Face ady So red d...haha....I hope i can drunk too...But i hav no money to buy alcohol d...Caz frm 24/12 till 27/12 me ady drink 4bottle N 1 can heineken d...each bottle rM7.80...each can Rm6 .80-Rm7.80....zzz....last 9 i din slp again...Go lepak-ing......i sms to My fren all slp d...Haiz....i so MOody...so Sad....N lonely...I hav nobody for my own...IM thnk Im nw really is MR LoneLy d....Lonely iM Mister lonely....I hav nobody for my own~~~

Suddenly I like Tis song Very much...............

Lonely I'm Mister Lonely....I have nobody....for my own....I'm so lonely...I'm Mister Lonely....I have nobody....For my own....I'm so lonely...Yo...This one here, goes out to all my playas out there man...Ya know...That got that one good girl dawg....That's always been there man..Like, took all the bullshit....And then one day she can't take it no more and decide to leave....Yea....I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side...Coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was feenin'So I had to take a little ride...Back tracking on these few years....Tryin' to figure out what I do to make it go bad....Cuz ever since my girl left me....My whole life came crashin...And I'm so...Lonely (So lonely),Im Mister Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)For my own (to call my own)I'm so lonely (So lonely),Im Mister Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)For my own (to call my own)I'm so lonely....Can't belive I had a girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life....After all I put you through...You still stuck around and stayed by my side....What really hurt me is I broke your heart....Baby you a good girl and I had no rightI really wanna make things right...Cuz without you in my life girl....I'm so...Lonely (So lonely),Im Mister Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)For my own (to call my own)I'm so lonely (So lonely),Im Mister Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)For my own (to call my own)I'm so lonely.....Been all about the world.....Ain't ever met a girl that can take the things that you've been through.....Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing you.....Cuz ain't nowhere in the globe I'd rather be.....Ain't no one in the globe I'd rather see.....Then the girl of my dreams that made me be.....So happy but now so lonely....Lonely (So lonely),Im Mister Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)For my own (to call my own)I'm so lonely (So lonely),Im Mister Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)For my own (to call my own)I'm so lonely....Never thought that I'd be aloneI didn't think you'd be gone this long....I just want you to call my phone....Stop playing girl and come on home! (come on home)Baby girl I didn't mean to shout...I want me and you to work it outI never wished to ever hurt my babyAnd it's drivin' me crazy cuz I'm soLonely (So lonely),Im Mister Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)For my own (to call my own)I'm so lonely (So lonely),Im Mister Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)For my own (to call my own)I'm so lonely (so lonely) (lonely)(so Lonely)(Mr. Lonely)(so lonely)(so lonely)(so lonely)(so lonely)Mr. Lonely..............................................................................................................................................................

IM Mr LOneLY!!!!!!

My desicion....Dun try to stop me

2008-12-27T00:23:00.000+08:00

today whn i work tym...there Hav no customer at all...I feeling bored enuf...den i thnk SumthNg bout my Thng...I thnk tat Gal nt wan Guy serious wat...BUt Y whn i serious...I will get nTg...N whn i play fool...MAny thng Will Come NAture...N all tat Thng Is i dun like eh thng...Nw i thnk clearly Enuf d...i wan Put away My love story 1st...i wanna work harder...BUt gt 1 thng is I Will nt Gv up...I still waiting...Nobody can Stop tis DesiCion...N dun try to STop me..CAz myself oso CAnt Stop myself....N i jz Do a Thng I like...i jz Choosing A Gal i Really like...TAt is my business...if u nt agree V me PLs FUCkoff...She say herself hav no qualification to Choose...But Nw i wan to tel her...NO!!! U ar WronG!!!....U STilL Hav the qualification to choosing.... N I dun thnk she nid to BLame herself or feel SRY to me N dun saying herself is Tat bad...for me...I dun thnk she is tat bad...even if she did wat wrong thng Or Kill me I oso will forgive Her...SHe for me is gud enuf d...i thnk is the best d...I dun thnk gt other gal can replace her In my mind...i will continuing to Wait her...i dun care hw much the tym She NId...1 year..3year...Or even is 5years...she is the 1st gal make my tear flow out...n make My heart really feeling pain...If nw Gt alcohol bside me...i hope i can drunk it everyNIte...caz whn drunk i wont thnk so much of Her...At the last....i wanna emphasize My Point again...Is I still will Wait For U.....MY target Still same IS u...trust me......U ar the BESt for Me..........

MY judgment day(2008 christmas)

2008-12-26T01:43:00.000+08:00

today IS christmas...today for evreyONe..i thnk is a happiness day...but for me Nt... Today I totally feeling down...I absence of My mind whn working...den get scold...dunno y...mayb is bcaz of My sensation problem...I like a gal...NAME (E****)...tis tym also is the 1st tym i treat a gal so serious...i reali like her...my fren ask me y me like her...N i ask myself many tym Y i will like her...ANs is dunno...i oso dunno y i like her...mayb is feeling...whn i with her...i wont hav any imitate...i feel very happy whn with her...Today she Gv me ans directly...is we are imposible...we oni can b fren...N ask me dun waste tym on her...Wat the fuck...i dun thnk tat i wasting my tym...caz i really wanna b with her...Im seriously MAn...i really like her..i really concentrate On her...i can do watever she like for her...I can changing myself because of her..Trust ME MAN!!!!...whn the tym she told me tat Thng...My heart really break...really get hurt...i can feel tat PAin...my tear flow out of my eye...but i try to control myself..dun let it flow out again....y...y...y...Y im so stupid...waiting A imposible thng happen on me...Y...i keep asking myself...the answer is NO y...Tis all is because of LOve....Love is blind...Love is the top killer in the world...because love can change evryThNg...gud to worst...worst become GUd again...

EveryOne knw my style...i wont easily giv up whn i wanna to get sumthng i like...I will try until I get it...So i ask her...In future i still gt any chance to chase her again... she told me...FUTure thng nobody can knw...ME HER U....even if GOD...also dunno wat can happen in the future...last tym i always hope tat i can b her perfect MEN...but frm tis moment i really din hav any courage to expect i can b her perfect MEn...everytym i feel tat time will pass very FAst...but today for me time pass very slow...i hope i ady in future nw...caz mayb i hav the chance to chase her again...Haiz...But cant...CAz today still is TODAY....TIs whole day i live without sms-ing v her...i feel tat wanna Die...feel tat very bored...caz evrytym whn i was bored..she will accompany me SMS or chating..EvryDAy sms v her Already becum mY habIt...eVery morning whn i wakeup the 1st thng i will do is send a "GUD morning" to her...den ask wat her doing or WAT Wat....N whn her wanna SLP...I will send "gud NIte,sweet DREam" to her again...tIs kind of thng ady b a slice Of my life...BUt i thnk frm Today i nonid to do It again...even if i do it...i thnk she WOnt reply my MSG anymore...i din hav courage to expect her reply My msg too....haIZ....

Anyway...tis thng ady bcum reality...i cant change it anymore...i hope it jz a drEAm...But nt...it is TRue...i thnk tmr time...Will become more Worst.....HAIz.........Important is her...if she feel tat she did a corrcet DeCision...she will MOre HAppy...den jz Do It....I din Hav any Commet....Because i oso wan She live Happy all The tym..................HAiz...................dunno wat to say d..............but gt a Happy thng is I feel tat I really Grow Up d..Im really Become MAture...Nt more child d.... CAZ i knw wat i wan N wat i lIke....i knw whn to serious....i knw wat I do....i knw Hw to differentiate Gud n bad.....I knw wat Important to Me....N the most important thng is I KNw MYself....N i reaLly LIKE HER

神啊!!!救救我吧!!!

2008-12-25T14:01:00.000+08:00

上帝会保佑我的....爱情总会来的....我在梦中一切都有可惜现实呀!!!常常是相反的...爱她的男人很多那我又算什么???我在雨中喝着闷酒反正幸福呀!!!对我是奢侈的.....心理太清楚了其实她不爱我!!!!!奇怪??? 地球上怎么会没有人看上我???神啊!!!救救我吧!!!一把年纪了一个爱人都没有....孤独是可怜的....如果没爱过人生是黑白的!!!!神啊!!!救救我吧!!!!一个人晃了半辈子了...为什么我这样的男人哪就快要绝种!!!!她呢??又在哪儿???上帝是否会保佑我???

我没那种命

2008-12-25T13:48:00.000+08:00

爱情这东西没道理的....有人很抢手...有人没资格...路是人走的...我害怕什么...大不了别爱了...她像个天仙...她太美了.....我那么平凡我开不了口...心里面晓得追她的结果....幸运的不是我....我没那种命呀!!!!她没道理爱上我...英雄和美人哪是一国的....只怪爱人太少了对手太好了....劝自己别傻了以前甭提了....以后非加油不可.....我没那种命呀!!!轮也不轮到我....爱情老是缺货我争什么???时间越来越少了越来越老了.....我剩下一个梦....就是她!!!

My xmas eve(sadness)

2008-12-25T12:11:00.000+08:00

last nite...i feel very down...duno y...mayb is bcaz of her...christmas eve without her like No mood to play...i tot i can celebrate tat nite v her...But no...she go watch Movies v her fren...den me NTg do so me n my fren go bside beach having a CAN of heineken...den after the movies...they go dinner...after dinner i tot i can V her d but they said wanna watch movies again...so Ntg i can do...whn I wanna date her again....i sms ask whr ar her....she said she going to batu ferringi d...So My whole christmas eve is over without her N i feel very unhapPy...me N my primary fren Go to Sega till 12++am den bek...last nite I playing CSO(crazy shooter Online) till 430am++.....caz i cnt slp...I no mood to slp...Haiz...tmr nid to work again...My christmas Eve is Over again...2006 2007 2008....i hate tis 3 years christmas eve...caZ is a Unhappy christmas eve..I hope it wont abidance to next year...I hope in 2009 christmas eve...I will get a fun N a full of happiness christmas eve N hope it abidance untill the day i stop my breath... :)

ANYway wish all my fren MeRRY Christmas.....wish U all having a NIce day......

guan's story

Taller, Stronger, Better

王力宏 Everything

突然好想你

you cnt do IT

如果被爱是件幸福的事 那我只能说你太幸福了 ♥

Y love is blind

今晚的心情

IMISSYOU ; ILOVEYOU

FOR TCL................T.T

Im feel Happy~

New SHOe....1st adidas shoe ==

1000 miss her~

promises

唯一

whn u lost sumthng jz will knw hw important it is....

CHANCE

today....(if u clever u will see wat i write~!!!)

nice~!!!....My Idol~!!!....

~~~~T_T~~~

零

寂寞先生

Paddle For Hope....Bon Odori

NO topic...jz write siok

rushing assignment~~~

Finally~ her Bek

DEAR

I really miss her very much

I LOVE my darling~...(miss her)

I get a pretty princess~

I`m bek

310....My BIrthday(rmb it)

Bday Wish-list

IS tat our Fortune's wheel???

Me....

My Valentine's day

Thaipusam!!!!

初九nite....Tee gong's nite

三人游

原来

chinese new year life........I get freedom

some memories In 美珍香...hahah

安静....

today....enjoy....

轨迹

开不了口

Finally i get!!!

MOst happy day after dec 24!!!!

new year eve Nite....HAppy N Sad( im 18 d)

没题目

Today......a view Of her Back....

1st tym Accident...luckily No injure

We ar week....N we Jz act strong....><

drunk or nt??.....My lonely(fake Smile)

My desicion....Dun try to stop me

MY judgment day(2008 christmas)

神啊!!!救救我吧!!!

我没那种命

My xmas eve(sadness)

如果被爱是件幸福的事那我只能说你太幸福了 ♥

~~T_T~